Crashing Thunder: The Autobiography of an American Indian
Sam Blowsnake (Crashing Thunder), ed. Paul Radin · 1926 · First edition, D. Appleton and Company, 1926; Archive.org DjVu text layer (identifier crashingthundera0000paul) · Public Domain · uncorrected OCR — being verified against the scan
Autobiography of Sam Blowsnake (Crashing Thunder), a Winnebago (Ho-Chunk), written in the Winnebago syllabary during Radin's Nebraska fieldwork (begun 1909) and translated by Radin; this expanded edition published 1926 (New York: D. Appleton and Company).
Served verbatim, era-bound vocabulary and all — the house frames, it never
paraphrases; what a passage does and does not show rides its receipt.
Introduction
THE common-sense man, the man in the street, has
always been good-naturedly skeptical of the academi-
cally trained scholar, particularly when the latter chose
to discuss the subject of man and his moods and to
make generalizations concerning phases of life and
thought that, from the very nature of the case, he
could only remotely understand. The glamour that for
so long a time hung about the educated man and his
unlimited capacity for understanding everything has
slowly but surely evaporated in the last generation. We
are all now quite willing to admit that the economist
and the sociologist, the psychologist and the historian
are capable of making—and do frequently make—the
most ludicrous and appalling mistakes as soon as they
find themselves compelled to deal with man himself in
all his vagaries, his inconsistencies, and his lack of di-
rection. Perhaps it is this more than any other single
factor that has led to the popular characterization of
history as a pleasant, amiable, but wholly imaginative
record of man as he never existed. We can fill our
libraries and public archives with as many details as we
wish and yet in no way improve on the situation or alter
the fundamental distortion and ludicrousness of the
average presentation of history. The real mani, man as
Intro duction ;
he actually is, will never be revealed to us in this
manner.
There is nothing new in this criticism. Most of us
have always suspected that such was the case, and
have, as a corrective, instinctively sought refuge in the
letters and autobiographies of men of their time. But
letters and autobiographies written by citizens of such
complicated civilizations as are those of our own time,
in their turn, represent most frequently, conscious or
at best unconscious distortions of the people who wrote
them. Our notions of convention and propriety effectu-
ally bar any true revelation. No man who regards his
thoughts, feelings, and actions of sufficient importance
for him to note them down in a diary or an autobiog-
raphy, ever admits to himself or to the world for whom
he is writing that his life has not been a unified whole
or that it did not gradually lead to a proper and early
heralded climax. Can any one picture to himself a
man, in our civilization, writing an autobiography in
which he frankly admitted that his life had ended in an
anticlimax or that he had throughout been but a reed
driven the way the wind listeth? And yet many of us,
be it confessed, are so driven, even some of those who
write autobiographies.
The value and.significance of the autobiography that
follows does not simply lie in the fact that it is a docu-
ment absolutely unique of its kind—the only account
- that has ever been obtained from a so-called “primitive”
man—but in the fact that this particular individual
took his task literally and attempted to give an abso-
withing ac ma Ri wall
- lutely and bewilderingly honest account of his life. He
apparently proceeded from an assumption, strange to us,
that however damaging to a man’s reputation his actions
and thoughts may have been, no amount of blinking
can possibly do away with them. Now this American
Indian did something, in its way, even more remark-
able: he never confused his reputation or his own ex-
_planations of himself with his real self. He did not,
for a moment, fall into the error of the writers of most
of our own Confessions. No, he most emphatically does
not beat his breast and cry, “Father, I have sinned,”
or exclaim, on the other hand, “Look how wicked I
have been!” Far from it. Apology is the very last
thing he has in mind. At all times he accepts and
approves of himself. We are taken into his confidence
on the very first page. There he informs us in the most
matter-of-fact manner that shortly before he was born
his mother had been told by a very prominent member
of the tribe that she was about to give birth to a man
of no ordinary importance! Had he been as uncon-
sciously dishonest as the heroes of most of our auto-
biographies he would have made this the theme of his
life and he would have attempted to prove or disprove
this prophecy.
He does nothing of the kind. When he was but a
small boy, so he tells us, he heard what had been
prophesied about him. He accepts and tries to impress
the world around him with its truth, but he sees no
reason for dwelling upon it to the utter exclusion of all
the other pertinent facts about his life. This is all the
more remarkable in view of the fact that he was a
somewhat unusual man both in character and in in-
tellect. Few people in any community, civilized or un-
civilized, have ever had so full an experience with life
in all its ramifications. Benvenuto Cellini’s life was
drab in comparison. Yet no man has ever so success-
fully refrained from dramatizing these experiences in
the interest of an imaginary audience as did this un-
tutored “savage.” He never forgets what the actual
facts were. At the most tense moment of his life, when
he has unwittingly become converted to a new religion
and seen visions of the most beatific kind, he refuses to
dramatize, and allows a most gloriously opportune mo-
ment to sink into an uninteresting anticlimax merely
because it happened to be an anticlimax.
The rhythm of his life, like that of the generality of
mankind, was a succession of climaxes and _ anticli-
maxes, and so he portrays it. He began his life with
a lie and it was rounded by murder and a conversion.
Much of it was spent in sexual debauch and in drunken-
ness. Pleasures and intense sufferings were also his.
His favorite brother is killed, murdered. He longs for
revenge and in despair desires death. Like so many
people before and after him he seeks forgetfulness in
the cup. Yet he has the amazing and disconcerting
honesty to admit that after a while he got so fond of
drinking that he forgot all about his primary object.
He gets delirium tremens and shares with Burns the
rare good fortune of seeing ghosts drunk. But his
ghosts are more terrifying. They are the ghosts of men
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whom he had known very well and they are on horse-
back singing a song with a very old theme: “We all
must die some time: so what value is there to any-
thing.”
Upon becoming sober he finds that he has added one
more experience to his already rich store: he has become
a poet and his song a favorite drinking song. Subse-
quently, at his conversion, he sees God, identifies him-
self with God, with the soul and with thought itself.
He reaches the startling philosophical conclusion—pro-
ceeding from one deduction to another—that he is his
thought and from this again he draws the perfectly
logical inference that, though still living, his corporeal
affairs are over. When he recovers from his halluci-
- nation he continues as though nothing had happened.
He does not become insane nor does he confuse his
hallucination with reality.
As a child he was markedly non-suggestible and he
afterwards passes successively from the rdle of a man
about town to that of a pimp, a thief, a murderer, and
a coward, finally to develop into an excellent philos-
opher and something of a moralist. And yet he always
feels himself the same, no better or worse at the end
than at the beginning. He passes no judgment, he
makes no evaluations on what he has done. In his own
eyes he is no better when he finally succeeds in living
up to a certain standard of self-restraint that would
have made him a hero in any standard European biog-
raphy than he was when, to save himself from imprison-
ment he, in the most selfish fashion conceivable, be-
trays his companions who had participated in a murder
which he had planned and for which he got all the
glory. The question of good and bad simply does not
present itself to him, because the task he had set him-
self did not entail the passing of judgments but the
giving of as an accurate account of his life as was
possible for him to give.
It would be both incorrect and stupid to imagine that
he was either morally blunted or unintelligent or that
he did not have many of those half-mystical strivings
that so many of us have. All his life, in fact, can be
said to have been spent in the search of an experience
which his marked non-suggestibility when a child pre-
vented him from then obtaining. The fundamental
religious experience of every member of the tribe to
which he belonged was obtained in early youth. It
consisted of fasting, of retiring at night to some lonely
and inaccessible spot where one could commune un-
disturbed with the deities. Most youths got it. It
was something of a disgrace not to. Yet he did not.
In spite of his dishonestly persuading his father that
he had been properly blessed, he never deluded himself
about the matter. He always felt the stigma attached
to his failure to experience what all the others had
obtained, and in his inconsistent fashion he tried to
find some substitute. When he finally got the experi-
ence he had been seeking, although it had come to him
in the most devious and unexpected manner, he recog-
nized it at once, was satisfied, and became a good man,
even from the normal Christian standpoint.
Be A man to whom this could have happened was clearly
not blunted either spiritually or morally. He was
merely true to the task he had voluntarily imposed upon
himself when he decided to write an account of his
life, when he refused to see running through it a pur-
pose from which he had never deviated and which had
blotted out everything else. His final conversion and
spiritual and moral regeneration are consequently to
him neither a reaction against his vices nor the ending
of a long continued inward search. It is just an incident
happening to come last.
Here is a theme out of which a dozen heroes could
have been forged. Our author, however, makes no
pretense at being one. He consistently and objectively
pictures himself as never rising superior to any situa-
tion, not even toward the end. Wherever in life there
was any temptation to which he could succumb, he
succumbed to it. Even at the turning-point of his life,
before he eats the medicine that is to lead to his con-
version, he frankly and acutely observes, “I thought I
was fooling them and they thought they were convert-
ing me!’ Life and his own emotions and moods
buffeted him about incessantly and no consistent di-
rection is anywhere visible. What neither life nor his
own nature could do, however, was to delude him into
believing that he was any other than what he was, or
that he had had an experience when he knew he had
not had it.
Herein lies the fundamental value of this document
for all those who are interested in the comédie humaine,
whether professionally or unprofessionally. Here is a
man with an unusual capacity for articulate expression
and fortunately free from our traditional conventions
and proprieties, setting before himself the task of
pleasing a sympathetic white man by writing down for
him what he regarded as significant and important in ~
his life. What facts is he going to select? Is he going
to begin with the last act and work backwards, that is,
is he going to attempt to show how all the experiences
in his life have led to the crowning achievement of his
forty-fifth year? As we have pointed out, he had ample
reasons for so considering it, for he did obtain at the
age of forty-five that experience he had missed in his
youth. But he is too good a psychologist to humbug
himself into any such belief.
Accordingly he begins with the beginning. He de-
scribes his birth with meticulous care, and he does the
same for his early childhood and the formation of
certain personal habits which for us seem trivial, such
as how he acquired the habit of eating fast or how he
acquired the habit of taking the blanket away from
people with whom he slept. His life to him means
something very specific, and he describes the significant
stirrings of early childhood and youth with an insight
and accuracy that would do justice to the finest psycho-
logical novelist. He indicates the precise time when
he began to have memory of things and afterwards the
first stirrings of sex. He very delightfully states when
the desire arose within him of “making himself pleasing
to the opposite sex.” From the beginning, as I have
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repeatedly pointed out, he shows an unusual insistence
in separating what he has actually experienced from
what he should have experienced. We saw above that
when he failed to get into rapport with the spirits dur-
ing his youthful fasting, he states so unhesitatingly,
although he strove hard to obtain the desired com-
munion with the deities. Not strong-charactered
enough to admit his failure, he deceives his parents.
In the same way he confesses to being anything but a
success with the girls in his early days. Here again,
however, he cannot resist the temptation of pretending
to be very successful.
Psychologically and humanly, what is so interesting
here is not so much the fact that he knows the differ-
ence between truth and desirable social fiction, but that
he never becomes a cynic. He escapes. this because
there is nothing he is hiding, and cynicism therefore
is quite unnecessary. He needs no defense mechanism.
He is giving a description of his life and it so happened
that in his life, owing to certain weaknesses in his char-
acter, outwardly pretense had to rule over truth. Due,
however, to his inward honesty, it never did. How, in
fact, he managed not to confuse the two more than he
did is somewhat of a mystery to me. It bespeaks a
man with many facets to his personality and at the
same time a personality which itself was markedly
unintegrated. It is to this same multiple personality
that we shall have to ascribe also his amazing faculty
for living himself into the particular period of life
which he is at the moment describing. Although he
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wrote down the autobiography when he was a stanch
adherent of a new religious sect which had definitely
broken with the old cultural background, this in no
way interfered with the accuracy and the sympathetic
penetration with which he described the old back-
ground. Never does he forget himself and inveigh
against it. When he describes his childhood he is a
child, his youth a youth, the Medicine Dance a member
of that fraternity, and finally when he describes the
new religion it is as a stanch adherent. Everything in
its proper place and time.
Thus he passes through life, or, better, life passes
through him—lying, boasting, swaggering, stealing,
murdering, fornicating, interpreting dreams in the most
approved Jungian fashion, and finally philosophizing
and adding a new proof of the truth of the Trinity—
consistently lying to the world about him and never
lying to himself. Always very kind, he was throughout
life unable to resist the appeal of his kindred, par-
ticularly of the more immediate members of his family.
He ends his account fittingly and in the most approved
style of Voltaire. He, too, like Candide, was going to
settle down. He was happy and his are had a new
baby.
All we have thus far discussed relates directly to the
personal and human implications of this amazing revela-
tion of a “child of nature.” But there are other aspects
just as important. Its value as an ethnological and
psychological document need not be stressed, for that
is apparent at every turn. It seems to me, however,
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that its significance for the student of religions and
_ religious psychology cannot be placed too high.
Whether he has made a correct analysis or not, he here
gives us his version of his conversion with the most
remarkable detail. We see his struggle, the reasons for
his resistance and the strong urge to please his family,
and finally we see his conversion in all the completeness
and absoluteness of a revelation.
In conclusion may I hope that this document, be-
cause of its authenticity and its freedom from all out-
side influence, will play its rdle in dissipating once and
for all the erroneous notion that still persists—that
primitive peoples are incapable of an objective and
analytical presentation of facts, that they can draw no
clear line between truth and illusion, between halluci-
nation and phantasy-dreaming on the one hand, and
the objective world on the other.
PAUL RADIN
Section 1
Father and mother had four children and after I
was born. An uncle of my mother named White Cloud
spoke to her before I was born and told her, “You are
about to give birth to a child who will not be an ordi-
nary individual.” ‘These were the words he addressed
to her. It was then that my mother gave birth to me.
As soon as I was born, indeed as I was being washed—
as my neck was being washed—I laughed out loudly.
I have been told * that I was a good-tempered child.
During childhood my father told me to fast and I
obeyed him. Throughout the winter, every morning, I
would get up very early, crush charcoal, and then
blacken my face with it. As soon as the sun rose
would I go outside and there gazing steadily at the sun,
make my prayer to the spirits, crying.’
1 Whenever the writer refers to events that happened before his
time or before he could remember things, he always uses the quota-
tive, “it is said.”
2 This refers to the custom of fasting of which many examples will
be found later on. Among the Winnebago and many culturally related
tribes, every person, male and female, was expected, between the
ages of five and twelve, to seek communion with some supernatural
spirit and the spirit so obtained was supposed to grant the sup-
pliant certain powers and in general preside over his destinies
throughout life. The proper manner of approaching this ordeal
was to blacken one’s face with charcoal and retire at night to some
semi-deserted place at some distance from the house and there pray-
Thus I acted up to the time that I have memory of
things.
In those days there were not many white people
living near us as to-day. My father went out hunt-
ing continually. The lodge in which we lived was cov-
ered with rush mattings, with reed mattings spread over
the floor. After hunting for some time in one place we
would move to another. My father, mother, older sis-
ters, and older brothers, all carried the packs. ‘Thus
we would spend our time until the spring of the year
and then in the spring we would again move in order
to live near some stream where father could hunt
muskrats, mink, otter, and beaver.
In the summer we always returned to Black River
Falls, Wisconsin. Here all the Indians gathered after
they had given their feasts. Then we picked berries.
When picking berries my father used to buy me gum.
so that I should not be able to eat any of the berries.
I managed however to eat berries and chew gum at the
same time. After a while I learned to chew tobacco
and then I did not eat the berries while picking them.
Later on I got to like tobacco very much and I
probably used up more money in buying tobacco than
would have been the value of the berries had I eaten
them.
ing and crying to await the coming of the spirit. Among the Winne-
bago, and probably among many other tribes, it was customary
for the parents or grandparents, to prepare the children specifically
for what was likely to happen; to inform them how to recognize
the approach of the spirit and, what was more to the point, to teach
them how to distinguish a good from a bad spirit.
In the fall of the year we would pick cranberries.
_ When the hunting season was open, I would begin to
fast again.
This was my life for a number of years.
After a while we bought a pony on which we used
to pack all our belongings whenever we moved our
camp. In addition three of us would ride on top of
the pack. Sometimes my mother and sometimes my
father drove the pony.
After I had grown a little older and taller all of us
brothers would fast together. My father would indeed
repeatedly urge us to fast. “Do not be afraid of the
burnt remains of the lodge center-pole,”’ he would say
to us.* “Whatever are the true possessions of men, the
apparel of men and the gift of doctoring—all these
things that are spread out before you—do try and ob-
tain one of them.” * Thus he would speak to us.
I would then take a piece of charcoal, crush it and
blacken my face and he would be very grateful to me.
I would at first break my fast at noon but then grad-
ually I began to fast all night. From the fall of the
year until spring I would fast until nightfall and then
eat. After a while I trained myself to pass the night
without eating and after that I was able to go two
nights and days without taking any food. Then my
mother went to the woods at some distance from the
8Symbolical manner of describing the crushed charcoal with
which fasters must blacken their faces.
4 By “possessions of men” he means mainly that knowledge which
will make a man honored and respected in his community; and by
“apparel of men,” he means power and ability.
village and there she built me a small lodge in which I
and my elder brother were to remain whenever we had
to fast through the whole night. At this fasting-place
we used to play and before we were really able to spend
a night at this particular place we moved away.
After a time I passed from this stage of childhood
to another. I now began to use a bow and arrow and
I spent my day at play, shooting arrows.
It was at about this time also that I found out that
my mother had been told just before I was born that
she was about to give birth to a child who would not
be an ordinary being, and from then on I felt that I
must be an uncommon person.
At about the same time my elder sister married a
very holy man. My parents gave her in marriage to
him. He was a shaman and he thought a great deal
of me.
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At this stage of life I secretly got the desire to make
myself pleasing to the opposite. sex.
The Indians then lived in their old-fashioned lodges.
Women, however, whenever they had their menses,
were placed in special huts. There the young men
would go to court them at night when their parents were
asleep. I used to go along with the men on such occa-
sions, for even although I did not enter any lodges but
merely accompanied the older men, I enjoyed it.
My parents were greatly in fear of my coming into
contact with menstruating women so therefore I went
with these men secretly. My parents were even afraid
of having me cross the path over which a menstruating
woman had passed. They worried so much about it
at that time, because I was to fast as soon as autumn
came. They did not wish me to be near menstruating
women, for were I to grow up in their midst I would as-
suredly be weak and of little account. Such was their
reason.
Before long I started to fast again together with an
older brother of mine, both day and night. It was
during the fall moving, and several lodges of people
were living near us. There it was that my elder brother
and I fasted. Among the people of the other lodges
were four girls whose duty it was to carry wood.
_ Whenever these girls went out to get wood my older
_ brother and I would play around with them a great
_ deal. We did this even although we were fasting at
the time. Of course we had to do it in secret. When-
ever our parents found out we got a scolding and so
did the girls. At home we were warned to keep away
from menstruating women, but we ourselves always
sought them.
After a while some of the people living in the lodges
moved away and we were left alone. They moved far
‘ahead of us. We ourselves were to move only a short
distance at a time. My father and my brother-in-law
went out hunting and killed seventy deer between
them, so that we had plenty of meat.
When the girls with whom I used to play moved
- away I became very lonesome. In the evenings I used
to cry. I longed for them greatly and they had moved
far away!
Soon we got fairly well started on our way back.
We moved to a place where all the leaders used to give
their feasts. Near the place where we lived there
were three lakes and a black-hawk’s nest. Right near
the tree where the nest was located, they built a lodge
and our war-bundle *° was placed in it. There my elder
10 The war-bundle was the most sacred object among the Winne-
bago. It consisted of dried animal skins, other parts of animals, reed
flutes, etc., all of which had some symbolical meaning. The various
animal remains, for instance, were supposed to give the owner the
powers of these animals, the sound of the reed flutes was sup-
posed to paralyze his enemy and make it impossible for him to walk.
Each clan possessed at least one such bundle and whenever the tribe
went on the warpath, this bundle was carried on the back of some
brother and myself were to pass the night. It was
said that if any one fasted at such a place for four
nights, he would be blessed with victory and the power
to cure the sick. All the spirits would bless him.
We were told the following would happen to us. On
the first night we would imagine ourselves surrounded
by spirits whose whisperings we would hear outside of .
the lodge. The spirits would even whistle. I was told
that I would be frightened and nervous and that if I
still remained there, I would be molested by large mon-
sters, fearful to look upon. Even the bravest man
might well be frightened. Should I, however, manage
to get through that night I would then on the following
night be molested by ghosts whom I would hear speak-
ing outside. These ghosts would say things that might
well cause me to run away. Towards morning I was
told these ghosts would even take my blanket away
from me. They would grab hold of me and drive me
out of the lodge and not stop until the sun rose. If I
was able to endure a third night, then I would be ad-
dressed by the true spirits. They would bless me and
say, “We bless you. We had really intended to turn
you over to the monsters and bad spirits and that is
why these approached you first, but you overcame
them and now they will not be able to take you away.
Now you may go home for we bless you with victory
individual esteemed for his bravery. The power of this war-bundle
was such that it would kill anything or anybody who approached |
it, the only exception being a menstruating woman. For this reason
the war-bundle was always carefully guarded and protected and
women were not allowed to see it or come anywhere near it.
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_ and long life; we bless you with the power of healing
__ the sick. Nor shall you lack wealth. So go home and
eat, for a large war-party is soon to fall upon you. As
soon as the sun rises the war whoops will be given so
that if you do not go home now you will be killed.”
Thus the spirits would speak to me. I was told that
if I did not care to do the bidding of one particular
spirit, then some other would address me and repeat
very much the same thing. So the spirits would speak
alternately until the break of day. Then, just before
sunrise, a man wearing a warrior’s costume, would come
and peep into the lodge. He would bea scout. I was
told that when this happened, then I would surely be-
lieve that a war-party had come upon me. Soon an-
other spirit would come and say, “Grandson, I have
taken pity upon you and I will bless you with all the
good things that the earth holds. Go home now for a
war-party is about to rush upon you.” If then I went
home the war-whoops would be given just as the sun
rose. The members of this war party would give the
whoop all at the same time. They would rush upon me
and capture me and after coup had been counted upon
me (i.e., after I had been struck) they would say,
“Now, grandson, we have acted thus in order to teach
you. Thus shall you act. You have completed your
fasting.”
Thus would the spirits talk to me, I was told. Now
this war-party was really composed of spirits, spirits
from the heaven and the earth. Indeed all the spirits
that exist would be there. These would all bless me.
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I was also told that it would be a very difficult thing
to obtain this particular blessing.
So there I fasted at the black-hawk’s nest, where a
lodge had been built for me. The first night I stayed
there I wondered when something would happen. But
nothing took place. The second night, rather late in
the night, my father came and opened the war-bundle
and then taking out a gourd, began to sing. I stood
beside him without any clothing except my breech-clout
and, holding tobacco in each hand, I uttered my cry
to the spirits:
“O spirits, here humble in heart I stand beseeching
you.”
My father sang war-bundle songs and wept as he
sang. I also wept as I uttered my cry to the spirits.
When he was finished he told me some sacred stories;
he told me about my ancestor Weshgishega:
The Story of My Ancestor Weshgishega
When Weshgishega was growing up his father coaxed
him to fast. He told him that when Earthmaker had
created the various spirits, all the good ones he had created,
were placed in charge of something. The gift of bestow-
ing upon man life and victory in war he gave to some;
to others, the gift of hunting-powers. Whatever powers.
the Indians needed in order to live, these he placed in the
hands of various spirits. These blessings Weshgishega’s
father told Weshgishega to attempt to obtain from the
spirits.
Thus Weshgishega fasted and tried to obtain something
___ from the spirits. But as he fasted he kept thinking to him-
self, “Long ago Earthmaker created all the different spirits
and he put every one of them in control of something, so
people say. He himself must therefore be much more
powerful than all the others. As holy as these spirits are,
so assuredly, Earthmaker must be mightier, holier.’? So
he thought. He tried to be blessed by Earthmaker. He
thought to himself, “What kind of being is he?” As he
fasted Weshgishega thought to himself, ‘““Not even any of
the spirits whom Earthmaker created has really known
Earthmaker as he actually is; not one of the spirits has he
he even blessed. I wonder, however, whether Earthmaker
would bless me? This is what I am thinking of.” So he put
himself into a most pitiable condition and uttered his cry to
the spirits. He could not stop. “From Earthmaker do I
wish to obtain knowledge. If he does not bless me during
my fasting I shall assuredly die.” So, to the utmost of his
power, did he fast. He wished to be blessed only by Earth-
maker.
At first he fasted four days; then six; then eight; then
ten and finally twelve days. After that he broke his fast.
Yet it was quite clear that he had obtained no knowledge,
quite clear that he had not been blessed. So he gave up
his fasting and when he reached the age of early manhood
he married.
He took his wife, and the two of them moved to an out-
of-the-way place. There they lived, he and his wife.
Here again he commenced to fast, his wife with him.
He wished to be blessed by Earthmaker. This time he felt
that most assuredly would he die if Earthmaker did not
appear before him in his fasting. “Never has it been told
that such a thing could happen, that Earthmaker would
bless any one. Yet I shall continue even if I have to die.”
After a while a child was born to him. It was a boy.
He addressed his wife and asked her advice, saying that they
ought to sacrifice their child to Earthmaker. She con-
sented. To Earthmaker therefore they prepared to sacrifice
their child. They constructed a platform and placed their
child upon it.1t_ Then both of them wept bitterly. In the
nighttime when the man slept, Earthmaker took pity on
him and appeared to him. The man looked at him. He
thought, ‘‘This, most certainly, is Earthmaker.” He wore a
soldier’s uniform and carried a high cocked hat on his head.
He had a very pleasing appearance. Weshgishega looked at
him and wondered whether this really was Earthmaker. The
figure took one step, then another, and finally disappeared,
uttering a cry. It was not Earthmaker; it was a pigeon.
The bad spirits were fooling Weshgishega.
Now even more than before did his heart ache, even more
than before was his heart wound up in the desire to be
blessed by Earthmaker. Now again he fasted and again ap-
parently Earthmaker appeared to him. ‘Human being, I
bless you. Long have you made your cry for a blessing. I
am Earthmaker.’”? When Weshgishega looked at him, he
saw that he was pleasing in appearance. He looked very
handsome and his dress was nice to look upon. He won-
dered whether this really was Earthmaker. As he looked
at the figure it became smaller and smaller and when finally
he looked, he noticed that it was a bird.
Then his heart ached even more than before. Bitterly
did he cry. Now, for the third time, Earthmaker blessed
him saying, “Human being, you have tried to be blessed
by Earthmaker and you have caused yourself great suf-
11 That is, they killed the child and then placed his body upon a
platform, this being the customary mode of burial of the clan to
which Weshgishega belonged.
fering. I am Earthmaker and I bless you. You will never
be in want of anything; you will be able to understand the
languages of your neighbors; you will have a long life; in-
deed, with everything do I bless you.’’ But, from the very
first, this figure did not inspire Weshgishega with confi-
dence and he thought to himself, “Somebody must be fool-
ing me.” And so it was; it was a bird.
Then most assuredly did he think that he wished to die
for he felt that all the bad birds in the world were Wyns to
make fun of him.
Earthmaker, above where he sits, knew of all this. He
heard the man’s voice and he said, “O Weshgishega, you
are crying. I shall come to the earth for you. Your father
has told me all.” Then when Weshgishega looked, he saw
a ray of light extending very distinctly from the sky down
to the earth. To the camp it extended. ‘“Weshgishega, you
said that you wanted to see me. That, however, cannot
be. But I am the ray of light. You have seen me.”
Not with any war powers did Earthmaker bless him; only
with life.
After telling me about Weshgishega, father left me.
When I found myself alone I began to think that some-
thing ought to happen soon, yet nothing occurred so I
had to pass another day there. On the third night I
was still there. My father visited me again and we
repeated what we had done on the night before. He
told me about my grandfather Jobenangiwinxga:
My Ancestor Jobenangiwinxga
Once Jobenangiwinxga fasted. So that he might be
blessed by the spirits he starved and thirsted himself to
death; he made himself pitiable in their sight. At first
he fasted four nights and the Night Spirits came to him;
with mighty sounds they came. There they stood before
him and said, “Human being, you have thirsted yourself to
death and we are going to bless you for that reason. We
who speak are the Night Spirits.” They blessed him with
life and with success on the warpath. Then he looked
at them and said to himself, “I wonder whether these really
are the Night Spirits speaking to me?” Then he looked at
them and he saw that they were small birds called heshepga.
They had fooled him.
Then once again was his heart sore. In despair he said,
“Well, if I have to, I’ll die fasting.” So he fasted again
and once again he rubbed charcoal on his face. For six
nights he continued to fast. And then, once again, from
the east the Night Spirits came. They came making a
great noise and they stood near him and said, “Human being,
we bless you. You have thirsted yourself to death and you
have made your heart sore. We feel sad on your account.
With life and success on the warpath we bless you.’
Then he looked at them and again he wondered in his
heart whether they really were the Night Spirits.1? Indeed
they were not the Night Spirits who were speaking to him.
They were birds called the kawishge, choxjin and shikokkok.
They were fooling him. Instead of feeling sad this time,
however, he said, “I don’t care what happens; I am willing
to die in order to get a blessing.” So he thought to himself.
Then again he began fasting. He rubbed charcoal over
12 The Night Spirits were mythical spirits whose precise nature
is never described in detail. They are supposed to cause darkness
and the night. They possess a cane with which they strike those
of their worshipers who are not properly attentive to their cere-
monies,
his face again. Seven nights he fasted and once again from
the east the Night Spirits came singing. They came and
stood before him and said, “Nephew, we bless you. So long
have you been sad and so piteously have you cried to us
that we bless you. No one did we ever bless before. Both
in war and in life you shall be able to do as you wish.”
Then again he looked in their direction and thought to
himself, “I wonder whether those speaking are really the
Night Spirits?” But indeed they were not the Night Spirits
They were the bluebird and the duck and as many as there
were of them, their breasts were dark; as many as there
were of them, they were bad. “O my! Omy! How they
abuse me,” Jobenangiwinxga cried.
He had at first thought in his fastings that just to spite
the spirits he would fast again but now he rubbed charcoal
on his face and wept bitterly. Both hands contained to-
bacco, and he stood in the direction from which the Night
Spirits came and, weeping, put himself in the most abject
condition.
Now indeed to its very depths did his heart ache. Ten
nights did he fast. Finally the Night Spirits came after him.
“Human being, I have come after you.” He followed the
spirits and they took him to the east; to the site of a Night
Spirit village they took him. In the village there was a long
lodge standing in the east. There they took him. All the
Night Spirits in control of the most powerful blessings were
there. When he entered he had to wade through white
feathers up to his knees. Many kettles and much food did
he see in the lodge. On the outside a buffalo hide was
stretched almost across the entire lodge. Then these spirits
said to him, “Human being, without giving up, long have
you suffered; your heart has indeed been sad. _ All
of the spirits in this lodge have talked about what is to
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happen to you. I, myself, am the chief of the Night Spirits.
This creation lodge, just as you see it, with all that it con-
tains, I give to you. Never shall you be in want of food.
Offer up to us as many buckskins as you see here in the
lodge. Thus it shall be. The creation lodge of the village
of the Night Spirits I give to you. You can go on as many
war-parties as you wish and you will obtain everything that
you demand of life. All the offerings of tobacco, of food,
of buckskins, and of red feathers, that you and your de-
scendants offer to us, they all will come here to our creation
lodge and we will accept them.”
Now thus did the Night Spirits speak to grandfather
Jobenangiwinxga.
In the morning, just before sunrise, I uttered my cry
to the spirits:
“O spirits, here humble in heart I stand beseeching
you.”
The fourth night found me still there. Again my
father came and we did the same thing, but in spite of
it all I experienced nothing unusual. Soon another day
dawned upon us. That morning I told my elder brother
that I had been blessed by the spirits and that I was
going home to eat. I was not speaking the truth. I
was hungry and I also knew that on the following night
we were going to have a feast, and that we would have
to utter our cry to the spirits again. I dreaded that.
So I went home. When I got there I told my people
the story I had told my brother; that I had been
blessed and that the spirits had told me to eat. I was
not speaking the truth, yet I was given the food that is
carefully prepared for those who have been blessed.
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Just then my older brother came home and they ob-
- jected to his return for he had not been blessed. How-
ever, he took some food and ate it.
My brother J., however, obtained a blessing. When
he reached the age of puberty my father called him
aside and told him to fast. He told him that it was
his fervent wish that he should begin to fast in order
to become holy, te become invincible and invulnerable
in war. He wished him to become like one of those
Winnebago of whom stories are told. He assured him
that if he fasted he would really be holy and that_
nothing that exists on this earth would be able to molest
him; that he would live a very long life and that he
would be able to cure the sick. He told him that if he
were blessed no one would dare to make fun of him
and that they would be very careful how they addressed
him; first, because they really respected him and sec-
ondly, because they were afraid of getting him angry.
He was to fast until spring and then he was to stop,
for there are many bad spirits about in the spring who
are likely to deceive a faster.
Near our village there was a hill called Place-where-
they-keep-weapons. This hill was very high, steep and
rocky. It was a very holy place. There it was that
my father wished my brother to fast for it was the
place where he himself had fasted. Within this hill
lived the spirits whom we call Those-who-cry-like-
babies. These spirits are supposed to possess arrows
and bows. Twenty of them were supposed to be in
this hill. My father had centrol of them and when
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he wished to bless a man he would take his bow and
arrows and, holding them in his hands, lead the man
around the hill and into the lodge (i.e., into the hill).
There he would look for a stone pillar, and upon it, at
about arm’s length, he drew the pictures of a number
of different animals. My father possessed only one
arrow, but that one was a holy one. Then dancing
around the stone pillar and singing some songs, he
finished by breathing upon the pillar. Finally he
walked around and shot at it and when he looked at the
stone, it had turned into a deer with large horns which
fell dead at his feet. He repeated this a number of
times. The little spirits living in the hill breathed
with him and said, “Winnebago, whenever you wish to
kill a deer with one horn, do as you have done, and
offer us tobacco and you will be able to obtain what-
ever you wish.”
This was the power my father wished my brother
to obtain. My father was a very famous hunter and
my brother wished to be like him.
Now of all these things my brother dreamed; with
all these powers he was blessed. He also had a vision
of visiting the village of the ghosts. There he was able
to steal a costly shawl and escape with it. He dreamed
that all the inhabitants of the ghost village chased him
but that they were unable to overtake him and were
compelled to return back when my brother reached the
earth.
The night after we had stopped fasting we gave our
feast. There, however, our pride received a fall, for
_ although the feast was supposedly given in our honor,
-_we were placed on one side of the main participants.
After the kettles containing the food had been put on
twice, it became daylight and the feast was over.
The following spring we moved to the Mississippi in
order to trap. I was still fasting and ate only at night.
My brothers used to flatter me, telling me that I was
the cleverest of them all and, in consequence, I used to
continue fasting although I was often very hungry. In
spite of my desire to fast, however, I could not resist
the temptation of being around the girls. I wanted
always to be near them. They were generally in their
menstrual lodges ** when I looked for them. My
parents did not wish me to go near the girls then but
I went nevertheless.
My parents told me that only those boys who had
no connection with women would be blessed by the
spirits. Throughout this time my sole wish was to
appear great in the sight of the people. To be praised
by my fellowmen was all I desired. And I certainly
received what I sought. I stood high in their estima-
tion. That the women might like me was another of
the reasons why I wanted to fast. But as to being
blessed, I learned nothing about it, although I went
around with the air of one who had received many
blessings and talked as such a one would talk.
18 Any contact with menstruating women, or even with objects
in any way connected with them, will, it is the firm belief of the
Winnebago, destroy the power of sacred objects or individuals tem-
porarily sacred. Fasting youths were regarded as such.
Section 4
The following spring I stopped fasting.
In those days we used to travel in canoes. My
father used to spear fish and always took me along
with him, and this I enjoyed very much. He kept a
club in the canoe and after he had speared a fish, I
would kill it with the club as it was jumping around.
Sometimes my mother accompanied us. She sat in the
stern of the boat and rowed while my father stood in
the prow and speared the fish. I killed all those thrown
in the canoe.
Sometimes my parents would start out without me,
but I would then cry so bitterly that I, in the long run,
induced them to take me along. Sometimes they
whipped me and told me to go home, but I would follow
them so far that they were then afraid to let me go
back alone and I would thus be permitted to ride with
them. Indeed I exerted myself greatly in crying and
as I cried, ran after them and followed them very far,
I was always taken along in the end.
In those days we lived in the old-fashioned Indian
lodges. In winter our fire was placed in the center of
the lodge and my father used to keep it burning all
night. When he placed a large log in the fire it would
burn a long time.
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_We were three boys of whom I was the youngest and
at night we slept together. In cold weather we fought
as to who was to sleep in the middle, since whoever got
that place was warm; for while those at either end used —
to pull the cover from each other, the one in the middle
was always covered. Even after I grew up I always
took the cover away from the particular person with
_ whom I happened to be sleeping. I would always fold
it under me, for it had become a habit with me to take
the cover away from the other person whenever I slept
on the outside.
We always ate out of one dish. At times we did not
have enough food on hand and then I would always try
to get enough by eating very fast. In this way I often
succeeded in depriving the others of their proper por-
tion. Sometimes, on the other hand, I would purposely
eat slowly and then when the others were finished, I
would say that I had not been given enough and so get
some of their food. In this way I developed a habit,
that I still have, of eating fast. Even after I grew up,
whenever I ate with other people, I always finished
sooner than they did.
Another habit acquired then was the ability to go
without food for a whole day while traveling. I did
not mind this in the least, for during my fasting I had
grown accustomed to going without food for long
periods of time.
In the summer, at the season when people pick ber-
ries, I used to go around visting, sometimes for a day,
sometimes for a longer period. I would often receive
Section 5
Whenever they think highly of any individual in a
family they give him the means for obtaining a happy
_ life. If ‘the older people think highly of any one they
prearrange the kind of life he is to lead afterwards.
With this object in view, my uncles told my brother the
story of how human beings first came into this world,
the story of the origin of our clan.
The Story of the Origin of Our Clan
Earthmaker was sitting in space when he came to con-
sciousness. Nothing was to be found anywhere. He began
to think of what he was to do and finally he cried. Tears
flowed from his eyes and fell below where he was sitting.
After a while he looked below and saw something bright.
The bright objects were tears, of which he had not been
aware and, which falling below, had formed the present
waters. They became the seas of to-day.
Then Earthmaker began to think again. He thought,
“Thus it is whenever I wish anything. Everything will be-
come as I wish it just as my tears have become the water
of the seas.” So he wished for light and it became light.
Then he thought, “It is as I have supposed; the things that
I wished for, come into existence as I desired.” Then he
again thought and wished for this earth and this earth
came into existence. Earthmaker looked at the earth and
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he liked it, but it was not quiet. It moved about as do
the waves of the seas. Then he made the trees and he saw
that they were good. But even these did not make the earth
quiet. Then he made the grass grow and still the earth was
not quiet. It was however almost quiet. Then he created
the four cardinal points and the four winds. At the four
corners of the earth he placed them as four great and pow-
erful spirits, to act as weights holding down this island
earth of ours. Yet still the earth was not quiet. Then he
made four large beings and threw them down toward the
earth and they were pierced through the earth with their
heads eastward. They were really snake-beings. Then it
was that the earth became still and quiet. Now he looked
upon the earth and he liked it.
Again he thought of how things came into existence just
as he desired. Then it was that he first spoke and said,
“As everything happens just as I wish it, I shall make a
man like myself in appearance.” So he took a piece of
earth and made it like himself. Then he talked to what
he had created but it did not answer. He looked at it and
he saw that it had no mind or thought. So he made a mind
for it. Again he talked to it but it did not answer. So
he looked at it again and he saw that it had no tongue.
Then he made it a tongue. Then he talked to it again but
it did not answer. So he looked at it and he saw that it
had no soul. So he made it a soul. He talked to it again
and then it very nearly said something but could not make
itself intelligible. So Earthmaker breathed into its mouth
and talked to it and it answered.
As the newly created being was very much like Earth-
maker in appearance, he felt quite proud of him, so he
made three more exactly similar. He made them powerful
so that they might watch over the earth. These four he
_ made chiefs of the Thunderbirds. Then he thought, “I
will have some beings live on the earth.” So he made four
more like himself. Just like the others he made them.
They were brothers—Kunuga, Henuga, Hagaga and Nan-
giga. He talked to them and said, “Look down upon the
earth.’ So saying he opened the heavens in the place where
they were standing and there they saw this earth spread out
before them. He told them that they were to go down
there to live. “And this I shall send down with you,” he
added giving them a plant. ‘Even I shall never have the
power of taking this away from you, for I have given it to
you exclusively; but when, of your own free will, you
make me an offering of some of it, I shall be glad to
accept it and give you in return whatever you ask. This
shall you hold foremost in your lives.” What he had given
them was the tobacco-plant. Then again he spoke and said,
“All the spirits that I have created will not be able to take
this away from you unless you desire to give it to them, by
calling upon them during fasts. Thus only can the spirits
get some. And another thing I send with you that you may
use it in life, to be a mediator between you and us, when-
ever you offer anything to the spirits. It shall take care
' of you throughout life, stand in the center of your dwellings,
and be your grandfather.” This was the Fire.
Then the four Thunderbirds brought the brothers down
to the earth. On their journey down Kunuga, the oldest of
the four, said, “Brother, when we get to earth and the first
child is born to me, I shall call him Chief-of-the-Thunder-
birds, if he is a boy.” On and on they came, down toward
the earth. As they got near the earth it began to get very
dark and then the second brother said, “Brother, when we
get to the earth and a child is born to me, if it is a girl, I
shall call her Dark.” ‘Then they came to a place called
Within-lake at Red Banks, a lake near Green Bay (Wiscon-
sin). On an oak tree south of the lake is the place where
they alighted. The branch on which they alighted was
bent down by their weight. Then spoke the third brother,
“Brother, the first daughter born to me I shall call She-
who-weighs-the-tree-down.” Then they alighted on the
earth. Then said the fourth brother, “Brother, the
first son born to me I shall call He-who-alights-on-the-earth.”
Then the brothers alighted on the earth. But the thunder-
birds did not touch the earth. The first thing the brothers
did on earth was to start fire.
Then Earthmaker looked down upon them and saw that
he had not prepared any food, so he created animals that
they might have something to eat. The oldest brother
suddenly said, “What are we going to eat?” Thereupon
the youngest two took a bow and arrow Earthmaker had
given them and started toward the east. Shortly after,
the third brother came into sight with a young deer on
his back and then the youngest appeared with a two years’
old deer. The two deer killed and those who had killed
them, were brothers.
The men were very much delighted that they had ob-
tained food. Then they said, “Let us give our grandfather
the first taste.” So saying they cut off the ends of the
tongues, cut out the heart and together with some fat,
threw both into the fire.
The first people to call on them were the Warrior clan
people. Then came those from the west, four of them, the
Pigeon clan people. Then came those of the earth, the
Deer people, the Snake people, the Elk people, the Bear
people, the Fish people, the Waterspirit people and all the
other clans that exist among the Winnebago.
Finally there appeared on the lake a very white bird, the
swan. After that all the other birds in the world appeared.
They were named in the order of their coming until the
_ lake was quite full. Then the people began to dress the
deer meat. Suddenly something came and alighted on the
meat and one of the brothers asked, ‘“What is that?” ‘Then
said Kunuga the eldest, “It is a wasp and the first black
dog that I possess, I shall call Wasp.” “Just as the wasp
_ scented and became aware of the deer meat as it was being
_ dressed, so shall the dog be toward other animals. When-
ever an animal is on the windward the dog will scent it,”
Kunuga continued.
Then they made a feast for Earthmaker with the deer
meat, threw tobacco into the fire and gave some to him.
_ They showed the other clans how to make fire and gave a
little to each adding, ‘Each of you must now learn how to
make fire for yourselves for we shall not always lend
you some.” Here then it was that the first people who lived
made their homes. They had come at the time of the
year when the grass grows as far as the knee.
One day it was reported that a very strange object was
nearing the camp. The men thought at first that they
would leave it alone. It came nearer and nearer and as it
moved toward the camp it began to eat the bones it found
there. They allowed this animal to become the founder of
one of their clans and took it to their homes. It was the
dog. Then they killed one of these dogs and offered it up
to Earthmaker telling him all they had done.
In the beginning the Thunderbird clansmen were as pow-
erful as the Thunderbird spirits themselves. It was they
who made the ravines and the valleys. While wandering
about the earth they struck the earth with their clubs and
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thus created dents in the hills. That is why the Thunder-
bird clansmen are the chiefs. The Dog-clan people are the
least in importance.
One day the oldest of the brothers lay down and did not
rise again. He did not breathe and his body became cold.
“What is the matter with our oldest brother?” the other
three said. Four days they waited for him but he did not
get up. They tried to find out from one another what the
trouble was but did not succeed. Then they began to
mourn for him not knowing what to do or think. They
fasted and blackened their faces as we do now when we are
mourning. They made a burial platform and placed him
upon it. When the snow fell and it was knee-deep then,
filling their pipe, the three brothers walked in the direc-
tion of the coming of daylight. They came to the first spirit
Earthmaker had placed in the east, the Island Weight as he
was called. Weeping they entered his lodge and extended
the stem of their pipe toward him and spoke, “Grandfather,
our brother Kunuga has fallen down and ‘is not able to
rise again. Earthmaker made you great and endowed you
with all knowledge so that you know all things. Tell us
what has happened to our brother?” Then he answered,
“My grandsons, I am indeed sorry but I know nothing about
this. Since, however, you have started on this quest you
had better go to the one ahead of me, the north Island
Weight. Perhaps he can tell you.”
So weeping they started for the next one. When they
got there and told him their troubles he told them he could
not help and referred them to his third brother in the
west. Thus in turn they were referred to the last of the
Island Weights, the one in the south. There they found
all four of the Island Weights assembled and the south one
answered and spoke, “Grandsons, thus Earthmaker has
willed it. Your brother will never rise again. He will be
_ with you no more on this world and so it will be with human
_ beings as long as the world exists. Whenever a person
reaches the age of death, he will die. Those that wish to
live long will have to attain old age through good actions.
Thus only will they succeed in living long. Into your bodies
Earthmaker has placed a part of himself and that will re-
turn to him if you do the proper things. This world will
- at sometime come to an end. Your brother is to keep a
village in the west for all the souls of your clan and there
he is going to be in complete charge. When this world
_ comes to an end then your brother will take all the souls
back to Earthmaker—at least all those who have acted
properly.” Then the Thunderbird clansmen thanked the
four spirits and left the lodge.
When they got home they took their brother’s body,
dressed him in his best clothes and painted his face. Then
they addressed the dead person and told him where he
was to go. They buried him with his war club, his head
toward the west. At the grave they placed the branch of
a tree and to this branch they tied a small red stick in
order to prevent anything from crossing his path, in his
journey to spirit-land. He was told that if any animal
crossed his path or was found on his path during the jour-
ney, he was to strike it with his club and throw it behind
him, so that those of his relatives whom he had left behind
on earth might derive blessings for the warpath, and at-
tain long life. He must take his pipe and his food along
with him. Whatever years he was deprived of when he
died, all the victories he might have gained had he lived to
a normal old age, all these he was to bestow upon his rela-
tives. The wealth he might have gained, in fact anything
he could possibly have obtained, all this he was asked to
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give to his relatives. Then they would not feel so unhappy 7 ‘
and lonesome. oe
Now in our clan whenever a child was to be named
it was my father who did it. That right he now trans-
mitted to my brother.
Earthmaker, in the beginning, sent four men from
above and when they came to this earth everything that
happened to them was utilized in making proper names.
This is what our father told us. As they had come
from above so from that fact has originated a name
Comes-from-above; and since they came like spirits we
have a name Sfirit-man. When they came, there was a
drizzling rain and hence the names Walking-in-mist,
Comes-in-mist, Drizzling-rain. It is said that when they
came to Within-lake they alighted upon a small shrub
and hence the name Bends-the-shrub; and since they
alighted on an oak tree, the name Oak-tree. Since our
ancestors came with the thunderbirds we have a name
Thunderbird and since these are the animals who cause
thunder, we have the name He-who-thunders. Simi-
larly we have Walks-with-a-mighty-tread, Shakes-
the-earth-down-with-his-force, Comes-with-wind-and-
hail, Flashes-in-every-direction, Only-a-flash-of-light-
ning, Streak-of-lightning, Walks-in-the-clouds, He-who-
has-long-wings, Strikes-the-iree.
Now the thunderbirds come with terrible thunder-
crashes. Everything on the earth, animals, plants,
everything, is deluged with rain. Terrible thunder-
crashes resound everywhere. From all this a name is
derived and that is my name—Crashing Thunder.
My father used to keep up the old habit of teaching
us the customs of the Winnebago. He would wake
us up early in the morning and, seated around the fire-
place, speak to us. The girls would be taught sepa-
rately. Now this is what my father told me:
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My son, when you grow up, see to it that you are of
some benefit to your fellowmen. There is only one way in
which you can aid them and that is by fasting. Our
grandfather, the Fire, he. who stands at all times in the
center of our dwelling, sends forth all kinds of blessings.
Be sure that you make an attempt to obtain his.
My son, do you remember to have our grandfathers, the
war chiefs,* bless you. See to it that they have compassion
upon you. Then some day as you travel along the road of
life, you will know what to do and encounter no obstacles.
Without any effort will you then be able to gain the prize
you desire. The honor will be yours to glory in, yours
without exertion. All the disposable war-blessings belong
to our grandfathers, the war-controllers, and if reverently
you fast and thirst yourself to death, then these will be
bestowed upon you. Yet if you do not wear out your feet
in frequent journeyings to and fro, if you do not blacken
your face with charcoal, it will be all for naught that you
14 Symbolical name for all those spirits who were supposed to be
in control of war powers.
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inflict this suffering upon yourself. Not without constant
effort are these blessings procurable. Try to have one of
the spirits created by Earthmaker take pity on you. What-
ever he says will come about. If you do not possess one
of the spirits from whom to obtain strength and power,
you will be of no consequence socially and those around
you will show you little respect. Indeed they will jeer at
you. |
My son, it is not good to die in the village; in your
homes. Above all, do not let women journey to the spirit
land ahead of you. It is not done. To prevent this from
happening do we speak to our sons and encourage them to
fast. Some day in life you will find yourself traveling along
a road filled with obstacles and then you will wish you had
fasted. When such an event confronts you, that you may
not find it necessary to reproach yourself, I counsel you
to fast. If you have not obtained any knowledge from the
spirits, why it may happen that some day, in later life,
warriors will be returning from the warpath and as they
distribute the war prizes to their sisters,‘° your own sisters
will stand there empty-handed envying the rest. But. if
you obtain blessings from the war-controllers, your sisters
will be happy. How proud they will be to receive the
prizes, to wear them, and to dance the victory dance! Your
sisters too will be strengthened thereby and you will be
content and happy.
Now all this it would be well for you to obtain. Try to
15 Among the Winnebago a man’s sisters, especially his elder sis-
ters, were very highly respected and all war prizes, such as wam-
pum-belts, wampum necklaces, etc., were always given to them
whenever a man returned from a successful war-party in which he
had secured some honor. These war honors were of various kinds.
The greatest was considered to be the feat of having struck the body
of a dead enemy first.
be a leader of men. ‘To become one, however, is very
difficult, the old people used to say. It may happen that
you merely pretend to be a leader of men, that you are but
a mere warrior in the ranks and yet take it upon yourself to
lead a war-party and thus cause a needless waste of life,
that you do what is called “throwing away a life.” That
is the most shameful of all acts. The relatives of the person
whom you have thus sacrificed would then have the right
to make you suffer, to torture you with burning embers.
And then your relatives would have to stand by, sad and
humiliated. Not with the blessing of one, not with the
blessings of twenty spirits, can you go on the warpath.
For that the blessings of all the spirits are necessary—those
on this earth, those under it and those who lie pinned
through it, the Island Weights; those in the waters and
those on the side of the earth, the winds, all four of them.
You need the blessings of the spirit who dispenses life from
one side of his body and death from the other, the bless-
ings of the Sun, the Moon, the Daylight, and the Earth.
All these Earthmaker has made controllers of war and by
all these must you be blessed in order to lead a war-party.
My son, if you cast off your dress for many people, that
is, if you give to the needy, your people will be benefited
by your deeds. It is good thus to be honored by many
people. And even more will they honor you if you return
victorious from the warpath with one of the four limbs, that
is, one of the four war honors. But if you obtain two, or
three, or perhaps even four limbs, then all the greater will
be the honor. Then whenever a war feast is given you will
receive part of the deer that is boiled, either part of its
body or part of the head.* When on some other occasion,
16 The meat of a deer at such a feast is given only to great war-
riors. The head is regarded as the choicest. piece.
y such as the Four Nights’ Wake, you are called upon to
3 recount your war exploits in behalf of the departed souls,
be careful, however, not to claim more than you actually
accomplished. If you do, you will cause the soul of the
man in whose behalf you are telling it, to stumble?” in his
journey to spirit land. If you tell a falsehood then and
exaggerate, you will die before your time, for the spirits,
the war-controllers, will hear you. It is indeed a sacred
duty to tell the truth on such an occasion. Tell less than
you did. The old men say it is wiser.
My son, it is good to die on the warpath. If you die on
the warpath, you will not lose consciousness at death. You
will be able to do what you please with your soul and it will
always remain in a happy condition. If afterwards you
wish to become reincarnated as human being, you may
do so, or you may take the form of those-who-walk-upon-
the-light, the birds, or the form of any animal you please,
in short. All these benefits will you obtain if you die on
the warpath.
II
My son, if you cannot obtain war-blessings, fast at least
for position in life. If you fast then, when you get married
you will get along well. You will then not have to worry
about your having children and your life will be a happy
one. If you fast and have the spirits bless you with all that
concerns the happiness of your home, then throughout life
17 According to Winnebago belief the soul of a deceased individual
in his journey to spirit land must cross a very slippery, swinging
bridge and it is thought that if, during the wake following the man’s
burial, any of the invited warriors exaggerate their achievements the
unfortunate soul will not be able to cross this bridge and will stum-
ble and fall into the abyss of fire over which it is thrown.
you will never be in need of anything. Fast for the food
you are to receive. If you fast frequently enough for these
things then some day when your children ask for food they —
will be able to obtain a piece of deer meat without diffi-
- culty; they may indeed be able to obtain a piece of moose
meat. It lies within your power to prevent your children —
from ever going hungry.
Now again, my son, let me enjoin you. Do not abuse
your wife. Women are sacred. If you make your wife
suffer, then you will die in a short time. Our grandmother
Earth is a woman, and in abusing your wife you are abusing _
her. Most certainly will you be abusing your grandmother
if you act thus. Since after all it is she who is taking care
of us, by your action you will be practically killing your-
self. 2
When you have your home, see to it that whoever enters |
your lodge obtain something to eat, no matter how little
you yourself may have. Such food will be a source of 4
death to you if withheld. If you are stingy about giving ;
food, some one might kill you in consequence; some one
may poison you. If you ever hear of a stranger passing
through your country and you want to see him, prepare
food for him and have him brought to you. In this manner
you will be doing good and it is always good to do good,
it is said.
If you see a helpless old person, help him if you have
anything at all. If you happen to possess a home take him
there, and feed him, for he may suddenly make uncompli-
mentary remarks about you.** You will be strengthened
thereby. Or perhaps when he comes, he may bring with
him under his arms a medicine bundle, something he cher-
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= bulb-medicine keep it to protect your house. Your home
_ will never then be molested by anything evil and nothing
q evil will enter your house, neither bad spirits, ghosts, dis-
5 ease, nor unhappiness. Now such will be your life if you
; do as I tell you. Witches will keep away from you. Thus
by fasting will you benefit yourself and your fellowmen.
You know that Earthmaker created all the spirits, those
that live above the earth, those who live on the earth, those
who live under the earth, those who live in the water—all
these he created and placed in control of powers. Even
_. the minor spirits Earthmaker placed in control of some-
thing. In this fashion he created them and after that, he
created us and because we were created last and no further
powers were left, he could not put us in control of anything.
Then, however, did Earthmaker create a weed and this he
placed us in control of. He further told us that none of
the spirits he had created would have the power to take
this weed away from us without giving us something in
exchange. He told us that if we offered him a pipeful of
this weed, which we call tobacco, he too would grant us
whatever we asked for. Now it so happened that all the
spirits came to long for this weed as intensely as they
longed for anything in creation and for that reason if, at
any time, with tobacco in our hands we make our prayer
to the spirits, they will take pity upon us and bestow upon
us the blessings which Earthmaker gave them. Indeed so
it is, for Earthmaker created it thus.
Fast, my son. If you are blessed by the spirits and then
blow your breath upon people who are ill, they will become
well. Thus will you help your fellowmen. If you can cure
any of your fellowmen of disease, then you will be of even
more than ordinary help to them. If you can draw dis-
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ease from out the body, people will greatly respect you.
If then you happen to be without work, all that you need
for your support they will give you. For as long a time as
you live they will do this for you. After your death people
will speak about your deeds for all time. During your life-
time they will say, “Yes, he really has power.”
If you are not able to fast, do at least try to obtain some
power from those individuals who know the virtues and
powers of certain plants. It is sad enough, of course, if
you will have to admit to yourself that you could not obtain
blessings during fasting; but if you could not, at least try
to have those who possess the plants I have mentioned, take
pity on you. If they take pity on you, they will present
you with one of the good plants that give life to man.
Now it will not suffice for you to possess merely one plant.
You should try to obtain all those plants that grow among
the hairy covering of our grandmother, the Earth—all those
that give us life—until you have a complete medicine
bundle. Then will you truly have reason to feel encouraged.
Some of the medicine men, the shamans, were blessed
by the waterspirits.1® If you wish to obtain really powerful
blessings and gain the power of curing many people, you
will have to fast a long time and sincerely. If four, or
say ten, of the truly powerful spirits bless you, then some
day when you have children and anything happens to one
of them, you will not have to look around for a medicine
man, but all you will have to do will be to look into your
own medicine bundle. Search there and you will undoubt-
19 Waterspirits are mythical animals generally described as having
the shape of a lynx or wild-cat and provided with long tails that
completely encircle their bodies. Their gifts to man are ambivalent
and it depends upon the man whether he cares to make good or
bad medicines from their bodies. Their so-called “bones” generally
consist of semi- or completely fossilized objects.
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children. Indeed after a while you will be called upon to
cure your fellow men. Then you can open your medicine
bundle without embarrassment, for you will have the knowl-
edge necessary for treating the sick. You will know where
the disease is lodged and your treatment will be successful,
for it was only after the greatest efforts on your part that
you succeeded in obtaining the requisite blessings. If you
declare to the patient that he will live, then he will live.
If you make proper offerings to the medicine and speak to
your medicine in the proper manner, it will exert all the
power it possesses to cure the patient. Now you must make
good offerings to these medicines; you must give many
feasts in their honor and then if, in addition, you address
them as if they were human beings, they assuredly will
help you and do what you ask. You may accordingly
accept the payments offered to you by your patients in good
conscience and your children will wear these payments in
the form of wampum necklaces and thus gain renewed
strength. They will be well and happy. ‘These are the
reasons why I want you to be extremely careful in your
attitude. Medicines are good for all purposes; that is why
they were given to us. Earthmaker gave them to us so that
we could cure ourselves from disease.
If any one tries to obtain these staffs of life, these medi-
cines and inflicts sufferings upon himself in acquiring them,
then assuredly will our grandmother Earth have cogni-
zance of it. She knows all that you have lost in ob-
taining them and in the long run what you have lost, will
be returned to you. You made your offerings for the
future and it is good for people to look forward to their
future.
Say, you wish to obtain the paint medicine. For that you
would have to put yourself in the most abject condition —
before the spirits. If you smear yourself with your paint
medicine it will irresistibly attract the enemy; it will
paralyze him, deprive him of all power of movement and
utterly overpower him. Keep it in your home and then
you will never be in want of riches. People will give you
their most valued possessions owing to the influence of this
paint medicine. The paint medicine is made from the
blood of the waterspirits and that is why it is so holy.
People obtain it by fasting and thirsting themselves to
death and then receiving a blessing from the waterspirit.
Earthmaker placed the waterspirits in possession of these
powers so that they could then, in turn, bestow them
on us.
Some people succeeded in obtaining a medicine that will
enable a person to outdistance another in running. It might
perhaps be well for you to learn something about this.
There are medicines to be used in courting; medicines to
prevent married people from separating; medicines for get-
ting rich; medicines for causing people to become crazy.
Should you, for instance, wish to make a person feel very
sad at heart, then you can poison him with this last-named
medicine and even make him crazy. It is also possible to
make a woman who has refused you become a harlot, for
this medicine will make her fall in love with every man
she sees. Indeed any kind of medicine you desire can you
obtain from certain individuals. Some are acquainted with
medicines that put one to sleep, others with those that keep
one awake and give one insomnia. Some have medicines
enabling one to overcome the viciousness of dogs who are
put to watch over women; others again have medicines
that make people single out the possessor in a crowd.
Every one will look at him and consider him a great man.
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_ There are medicines to prevent people from getting tired
_ when walking and medicines to cause a dog fight to take
place. In short there are medicines for everything.
Every one must take care of himself and try to obtain
that knowledge which will enable him to live in comfort and
happiness. Try therefore to learn about the things you will
need. If you know them, then as you travel along in life,
you will not have to go to the expense of buying them from
others, but you will have your own medicines. If you act
in this way and if, in addition, you fast properly, you will
never be caught off guard in life. Should you possess a
‘ home, it will look beautiful and you will never be in want.
That is why I know you will never regret this that I am
telling you. So you shall travel on your journey though
life, along the virtuous road taken by all your fellowmen,
and your actions and behavior will never become the butt
of your neighbor’s sarcasm.
Help yourself as you travel along the road of life. The
earth has many narrow passages scattered over it. If
you have something with which to strengthen yourself, then
when you get to these narrow turns you will be able to pass
through them safely and your fellow men will respect you.
See to it that people like you. Be on friendly terms with
every one and then every one will like you. You will be
happy and prosperous.
Never do any wrong to your children. Whatever your
children ask of you, do it for them. If you act thus people
will then say that you are good natured.
If any one in the village loses a friend through death,
should you at all be wealthy, cover the expenses of the
funeral of the deceased, if you can. Help the mourners like-
wise in defraying the expenses of feeding the departed. If
you act thus, you will do well. All the people you have
helped will then really know what kind of a man you are.
For the good you do people will love you.
It is not good to win at gambling. You may possibly
become rich thereby but that is no life to lead. If you
are blessed with luck in cards, if you are blessed with
luck at gambling, you will perhaps win things and have
plenty of wealth, but none of your children will live.
Now if you do all that I have told you, you will lead a
happy and prosperous life. That is why we Winnebago
preach to a child we love so that it should never become
acquainted with the things that are not right, and never do
anything wrong. Then if, in later life, a person does any-
thing wrong, he will do it with a clear knowledge of the
consequences of his actions.
III
My son, when you get married, do not make an idol of
the woman you marry; do not worship her. If you worship
a woman she will insist upon greater and greater worship as
time goes on. This is what the old people used to say.
They always preached against those men who hearken too
strongly to the words of women; who are the slaves of
women. Now it may happen that a man has received many
warnings as to his behavior in this regard and that he pays
no attention to them. It may go so far that when he is
asked to attend a war-bundle feast ° he will refuse to go;
it may be that when he is married he will listen to the voice
20 The war-bundle feast was the great war ceremony of the Winne-
bago. It was given by all those individuals who possessed a war-
bundle and since theoretically there was only one war-bundle in each
clan, the basis of the organization of the ceremony was the clan.
The ceremony consisted largely of prayers, songs and speeches in
honor of the spirits more definitely associated with war. For each
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_ of his wife and refuse to go on a warpath. He might as
well have been brought up as a girl. Men who are real
men perform the deeds of men, but such a man will never
perform a real man’s deed. If he should actually attend
a war-bundle feast he will be given the leanest piece of
meat, only given to a man of no account. Why should any
one run the risk of being thus jeered at? Now when a
really brave man attends a war-bundle feast he is given a
deer’s head. This other man gets a lean piece! It will dry
up in his throat, so humiliated and disgraced will he feel.
After a while he will not be allowed to go to any feast; his
wife will not let him. He will listen to the voice of his
_ wife. His relatives will scold him, his sisters will think
nothing of him. They will tell people never to go to visit
him. Finally when he has become a real slave of his wife
he will even hit his relatives if she asks him to. It is for
these reasons that I warn you not to listen to women.
You will be considered different from others. It is not
good.
Remember this too, that women cannot be watched. If
you try to watch them and are jealous about them, then
your female relatives will also be jealous of them. Finally
when your jealousy has developed to the highest pitch,
your wife will leave you and run away with some one else.
You have allowed her to see by your actions that you wor-
ship a woman, and one alone, and, in addition, you have
been watching her all the time. Because of this incessant
annoyance she will run away from you. If you think that
of these spirits, a buckskin decorated with the symbol sacred to
the spirit, was prepared and then at the most dramatic moment of
the ceremony these buckskins were thrown out of the ceremonial
lodge and it was believed that the spirits came down in person to
fetch them. The war-bundle feast was specifically a man’s cere-
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your wife is the only one to love, you have humbled yourself
and she will be taken from you. You have likewise made
the woman suffer; you have made her unhappy. The whole
world will hear about it. No other woman will want to
matry you and you will have the reputation of being a
bad man.
Now you may act in the following way: You see people
starting on a warpath and you join them knowing that it
is an honor to die on the warpath. But you will join them
because you feel unhappy at your wife’s flight. Now this
_ is not the proper way to act. You are throwing away your
life; you are causing the leader of the war-party to throw
away a life. If you want to go on the warpath, do not go
because your wife has been taken away from you, go
because you feel courageous enough to do so.
It is on the warpath that a man has fun! Do not go,
however, unless you have fasted adequately. You must
fast for each specific warpath. If you do not and yet
join a war-party, then in the midst of the fight, a bullet
will come your way and kill you. That will happen because
you did not fast. If you have performed any deeds of
valor, recount them to your sisters and to your sister’s
children. Those in charge of war-bundles are good to
listen to in such matters. Those to whom such people give
advice will eat an excellent dish; they will have the
honor of sitting near a great warrior in the middle of the
lodge.
These are the things of which the old people spoke and
this also is the advice I give you. I myself never asked
for these things, but my father did. Your grandfather
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did. He asked for the information relating to the manner —
in which people are to behave. Never, when you are older,
should you allow yourself to get in the predicament of not
knowing what is the right thing to do. Ask for this instruc-
tion, my son. It is not a matter requiring a few moments;
it is something that must be thoroughly learned. You, too,
must learn it. :
To a girl the following was told:
My daughter, as you travel along the path of life, listen
to your parents. Do not let your mother work. Attend
to the wants of your father. All the work in the house
belongs to you. Do not shirk it. Chop wood, pack it; look
after the gardens; gather the vegetables and cook them.
When you come back to the village in the spring, plant your
fields immediately. Never get lazy, for Earthmaker created
you to do these things.
My daughter, when you get your menses, do not ask
those in the house to give you any food. Fast and do not
eat until you get back to the family lodge. If you act
thus, you will be fasting for your seat, for your position in
life. You can only keep this seat by fasting. Then when
you marry, even if your husband has been a good-for-
nothing before, he will become a good hunter. You will
have accomplished this for him. You will not fail in any-
thing and you will be happy and contented. If, on the
contrary, you do not do as I tell you, then when you marry,
you will weaken your husband. After a while he will
become sickly and it will be your fault.
It is not good to use medicine. If you marry a man and
place medicine upon his head, you will weaken him and he
will not amount to anything. It may happen that you do
not want your husband to leave you and that after reflect-
ing on the matter, you place some medicine on his head, to
prevent him from leaving you. This is not good. You
will be ruining a man. It is equivalent to killing him. Do
not do it. It is forbidden. If you marry a man and want
to live with him permanently, work for him in order to
hold him. When you marry a man, listen to what he says.
If you do your work properly and the man likes you, he
will never leave you. By working for him must you make
your husband love you. Now remember it is not good to
use medicines on him. At least before you are fairly mature
in years do not use any, for you will thereby merely
weaken yourself and your life will be of no consequence.
Indeed you may cause the medicine to work on yourself
and then become demented in consequence.
Marry only one man at a time. Be good and virtuous
in your married life. If you do not listen to what I am
telling you, you will become bad and men will make fun of
you. They will do whatever they wish with you; joke
with you familiarly on any subject. If you do not listen
to me you will injure yourself. Thus did the old people
speak to one another and thus did they hand down these
precepts from one generation to another, warning young
girls against committing wrong actions. ‘They also said
that when a girl is growing up, one should admonish her
and that is why I am now speaking to you.
As you grow older, when you get to be a young woman,
the men will begin to court you. Never hit a man. It is
forbidden. If you dislike a man very much tell him to go
away gently. If instead, you hit him, remember that fre-
quently young men possess certain injurious ‘medicines
which they may use against you. Even if a particular
person does not possess them, he knows where to get them.
Then this man whom you have humiliated, will use it and
transform you from a chaste and nice woman to a loose
one, to a harlot. That is why the old people used to warn
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your heart that you do not fall into such a predicament.
I really mean what I say.
_ Do aot be haughty with your husband. Do whatever he
says. Kindness will be returned to you and he will treat
you in the same way as you treat him.
Tf you have a child and it is naughty, do not strike it.
In olden times when a child was naughty, the parents did
not strike it, but instead made the child fast. Then when
he is quite hungry he will reflect upon his disobedience.
If you hit the child you will merely be putting more naughti-
ness in him. It has also been said that mothers should
not lecture their children, that they merely make them
bad by admonishing them. If your husband scolds them,
do not take their part for then they will become bad indeed.
If a stranger makes your children cry, do not speak to the
stranger in your children’s presence and take their part,
If you wish to take the children’s part, prevent such a
thing from happening and keep your children home, and
there at home, take good care of them and think of the
best means of letting your children get to know you.
When you are bringing up children, do not imagine you
are taking their part if you just speak about loving them.
Let them see it for themselves. Let them see what love is
by observing you give things away to the poor. Then
they will see your good deeds and then they will know
whether you have been speaking the truth or not.
Do not show your love for other children so that other
people notice it. Love them but let your love for them
be different from your love for your own. ‘The children
of other people are different from your own and if they
were to be taken to some other place they would become
estranged from you; they would no longer belong to you.
You can, however, always depend upon the love of your own :
children because they are of your own body. Love them — Be
therefore.
If you do not have any real interest in your husband’s a
welfare and affairs, then you will be to him like any other a:
woman. People will ridicule you. On the other hand, if
you pay more attention to your husband than to your
parents, if you listen to him more than to them, that will be
equivalent to deserting them. Let your husband keep your
parents and take good care of them for they depend upon
him. Your parents saw to it that you married him and
they expect you to make some return for this as well as for
the fact that they raised you.
Do not hurt the feelings of your relatives, the old people
used to say. If you hurt their feelings you will make your
brothers-in-law feel ashamed of themselves on account of
the evil things you say about them.
Never desire to have any other man than your husband
when you are married. Have only one husband. Do not
give any one the right to call you a prostitute.
The old people said, “Never hit your relatives.” You
may be on bad terms with one of them, for instance, and
he may die. Then people will say that you used to quarrel
with the deceased when he was alive. They may even
claim that you are overjoyed at his death, that you want to
dance with joy. Then indeed will your heart be sore and
you will think to yourself how best you can make amends.
Even should you have a performance of the Medicine
Dance given in his honor, if you wish to bury him with
honor, even then people will say, “What does all this mean?
She used to be partial and jealous when he was alive.
Now that he is dead she loves him! She should not do
such things. She is merely wasting her wealth. She need
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___ not have spent so much.” Thus will people speak of you.
Then indeed will your heart ache to its very depths. Per-
haps you will even get angry when people say these things
to you. It is to prevent this from happening that the old
people used to say, “Love one another.” If you have
always loved a person then when he dies you will have the
right to feel sorry. All your relatives will love you; indeed
every one will love you. If you behave like a true woman
you will be beloved by all and then if you meet with some
crisis in life, all will turn their hearts to you in your trouble.
It will be good for you if you conduct yourself in the
way I have just told you. That is what I wish you to
do. In your own home you have doubtless been instructed
in all the domestic work, your part in hunting, and in the
work around the camp. If you learn about all these mat-
ters then some day when you visit your husband’s relatives
you will not find yourself in an embarrassing position from
which you cannot extricate yourself. When you are visit-
ing your husband’s people do not walk around in a haughty
manner. Do not act as if you were far above them. Try
to get them to like you. If they like you they will put
you in charge of their camp.
Never think a home is yours unless you make one your-
self. If you are living with people and have put them in
charge of your household, do not behave as though the
home were still yours.
Section 8
It was at about this time that I desired and tried to
court women. I did not, however, know the proper
thing to say. The young men always went around
at night to court. During the day I used to mix with
the women but when evening came I did not know what
to say. I had, however, a brother who was a very
handsome man and he offered to take me along so that
I could learn. One night therefore I went along with
him. We went to a girl who was having her menses
at the time, a young girl. At such times the girls are
accustomed to live apart from the rest of the family.
We were very cautious about the whole matter be-
cause these girls were always carefully watched by
their relatives. The relatives knew that it was cus-
tomary for the young men to attempt to court the girls
then. Now one of the precautions frequently taken was
to pile sticks and branches about the lodge so that it
would be difficult to enter. If then a person tried to
enter one of these lodges he was likely to make some
noise moving the branches and thus awaken the people
living in the larger lodges near by. They would, of
course, run to see what was the matter.
It was to such a place that we went. After working
at the obstacles placed near the entrance for some time,
‘my brother succeeded in entering the lodge. I went
as close as possible to listen. My brother spoke in an
audible whisper so that I could hear. Sure enough, I
heard him. However, after lying there for some time
I got tired and fell asleep. I began to snore and my
brother had to wake me up. Afterwards the girl found
out and sent us both away.
After a time I entered the lodges myself. We al-
ways had blankets wrapped around us and we took
care to have our heads well covered on these occasions.
Sometimes a girl would be acquainted with quite a
- Jarge number of men and then these would always
gather around her lodge at night and annoy her parents
a good deal. We would, in fact, keep them awake all
night. Someof these people kept vicious dogs.
There was one old woman who always watched her
daughter carefully on such occasions. It was a long
oblong lodge in which the daughter was confined, with
just enough room for two persons. The mother of the
girl finally decided to sleep with her daughter. Never-
theless we annoyed her all the time just for her mean-
ness. Once we went there and kept her awake practi-
cally all night. Just before dawn, however, she fell
asleep, So we young men—there were several of us—
pulled up the whole lodge, poles and everything, and
threw them into the thicket. The next morning the two
women were found sleeping in the open, it was rumored,
and the mother was criticized for being overcareful.
The reason why some of the older people were care-
ful at that time was because it had been reported that
some young men had forced themselves into lodges
where they had not been willingly received.
On one occasion I went to see a young girl and
arrived there before the people had retired so I waited
near the lodge until they went to sleep. As I lay there
waiting, listening, I fell asleep. When I woke up it was
morning and when the people got up they found me
sleeping there. I felt very much ashamed of myself
and the people laughed at me. I was not long in getting
away.
We always did these things secretly for it was con-
sidered a disgrace to be caught and discovered.
On another occasion, in another place, I was crawling
into a lodge when some one woke up as I was about
halfway in. I immediately stopped and remained quiet
and waited for the people to fall asleep again. In wait-
ing, however, I myself fell asleep. .When the people
woke me up in the morning I was lying halfway inside
the lodge. After waking me up they asked me whether
I wouldn’t stay for breakfast but I immediately ran
away.
After a while I began to go around with some par-
ticular girl and I liked it so much that I would not get
to sleep at all at night. I would sleep during the day.
While we were acting in this manner our parents saw
to it that we had food to eat and clothes to wear. We
never helped them, for we were always courting girls.
Only in the fall, when we picked berries, did we help
along. However, as we were generally out all night,
we could not do much work even then.
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Section 9
Just about this time we moved to the hunting-grounds
and I began to fast again. I began to take sweat baths
and caused myself to vomit in order to be purged. My
father was a good hunter; he was always able to kill
many deer and occasionally a bear.
My brother-in-law thought a good deal of me. He
was a holy man and a shaman. One day he said to me,
“Brother-in-law, I am going to bless you although you
will have to fast for it. I was once blessed by four
spirits, brothers, called Good giant-cannibals. They
said that they had never before blessed any one.
They promised me that if I ever got into any difficul-
ties they would help me. They blessed me with long
life. Now this blessing I will give you. If, for four
nights, you fast without a break, these giants will
speak to you.” Thus he spoke to me. Then he con-
tinued, “These four brothers are called Good-giant,
Good-heart, Good-as-he-walks-about, Good-where-he-
lifts-his-foot-from. ‘They lived toward the east, where
you will find a promontory. Nothing across the large
body of water is too difficult for them to accomplish.”
So when I fasted I always offered tobacco to these
spirits first. I would cry to these spirits, but I never
fasted over night.
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Section 10
When the hunting was over my father selected ten
deer with which to give a war-bundle feast. Those who
had been selected as attendants then transferred these
deer to the place where the people always give their
feasts.
I was fasting at the time and only broke my fast at
evening. Every night I went out to make my appeal to
the spirits before I ate. Five days before the feast
was to be given I commenced to fast through the night
also. On the fifth night, together with my older
brother, I went to the feast. During the day I had
spent the time in the wilderness uttering my cry to
the spirits:
“O spirits, here humble in heart I stand, beseeching
you.”
I was far more thirsty than hungry. I don’t believe
that either my tongue or mouth were even moist.
That night we held aloft the deerskins that were to
be offered to the spirits and we stood there crying
piteously. There we wept humbly and those who were
to give the feast wept with us, as they extended their
holy compassion to us. Then, at midnight, we stood
near the war weapons and again raised our appeal to
the spirits.
Our feast was given in a lodge that had eight fire-
places. The host always sits near the last fireplace, at
the east end. There we stood crying to the spirits.
My older brother fell to the ground from fatigue and
exhaustion. We were stark naked except for our
breech-clouts. When this prayer was finished we put
on our moccasins. Then the host greeted the partici-
pants as follows:
“T greet you; I greet you all, war-bundle possessors.
My grandparents, especially my grandfather, concen-
trated their minds upon this ceremony for me. The
fireplace, the food, the offerings, with which the spirits
blessed my grandfather, that I am going to ask for my-
self to-day. However weakly I may wobble about in
trying to do the proper thing to-day, I know that my
elders present here will extend their aid to me. I am
now going to offer some tobacco to you all. War-
bundles possessors, I greet you all.” ‘
Following the speech came the prayers to the various
spirits:
Hearken O Earthmaker, our father, I am about to offer
tobacco to you. My ancestor concentrated his mind upon
you and that with which you blessed him I now ask of you
directly. I ask for the small amount of life you granted
him, aye for four times the blessings you bestowed upon
him. May I never meet with trouble in life.
O Grandfather, chief of the Thunderbirds, you who live
in the west, here is a handful of tobacco. Extend to me the
deer with which you blessed my ancestor. I pray you to
accept this tobacco from me. May I never meet with
trouble in life.
O Grandfathers, spirits of the night, walkers in darkness,
to you I offer tobacco and ask for the fireplaces which my
ancestor received. If you smoke this tobacco see to it that
I never become a weakling.
To you who live in the south, you who look like a man,
you who are invulnerable, you who deal out life from one
side of your body and death from the other, you whom we
i call Disease-Giver, to you I offer tobacco. In daylight,
in broad daylight, did you bless my ancestor. With food
q you blessed him; you told him that he would never fail in
anything, you told him that you would avoid his home;
= you placed animals in front of him that he should have no
trouble in obtaining them. An offering of tobacco I make
to you that you may smoke it and that I may not be
troubled in life.
Then they offered prayers to the Black Hawk, the
Sun, the Moon, the South Wind, the Earth, and the
Eagle. Many speeches were given, for every guest
who was invited to impersonate a spirit delivered one.
The man who was impersonating the Thunderbird
spoke as follows:
Host and relatives, all you who are seated here, to all
I send forth my greetings. All those present have given
me good advice and even the women and children here
have pleaded in my behalf with the spirits. What love that
was! And of what does life consist of but love! The clan
counselor is repeating the songs that were obtained when
the sacred bundle was made, so that when the time for the
tobacco offering to the spirits came, the specially prepared
tobacco would be ready. Now indeed that time has arrived
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and they are all sitting here prepared to pray to all the
various spirits. Long before, when in their visions they
were vouchsafed a warpath, the soul of the man they were
to kill would be already in their possession when they per-
formed this ceremony. It is to attract his soul that this
ceremony is performed. You are going to have a good and
prosperous warpath. When you are actually in the midst
of the warpath and are about to rush upon the enemy, pour
tobacco to the various spirits who are in control of war, say,
“Thus, grandfathers, were we accustomed to offer tobacco
to you.” Although you may not know by any word or
direct sign whether the war-controllers have answered you,
you will know it as soon as the rush upon the enemy takes
place, for although you walk where the bullets rain hardest
you will pass out of their range and come through in safety.
Then when you return to your people every one will rush
out to bestow the war honors upon you. If you give this
sacred feast in the proper way, if you burn up much tobacco
and food, then the various spirits, especially the Thunder-
birds who are the greatest war-controllers, will bless you
for the excellent way in which you prayed to him. When-
ever they pass your way they will remember you. They
will even call you by name and say, “Let us smoke here.”
This is the way in which young men are encouraged to
act, but only a few succeed. It is good. The host has
preached to us and pleaded for all those who are present.
He has made offerings of food to our grandfathers who
live in the west; pleasing offerings of tobacco and buckskin
has he sent to them. I have been permitted to impersonate
this great spirit and have thus obtained life for myself and
my unimportant clansmen, for all of us who have been liv-
ing in so lowly a condition. With real life have we felt our-
selves connected through your actions. We have felt our-
selves connected with life by means of that organ which
Earthmaker gave us as a measure of things. I send
forth my greetings to you all.
Then he who was impersonating the Disease-Giver
spoke:
War-bundle owners, relatives seated around here, I greet
you all. This is indeed a marvelous performance that we
have witnessed and he who was able to do it must surely
be a marvelous man. Very few people listen to the advice
of their parents but he must have been one who did and
that is why he has done so well. The members of his clan
have been sincerely worshiping the spirits. He who
originally made this war-bundle ritual was like a spirit in
power and what he told them to do they are doing in every
detail. It is good work they are doing. Sufficient food are
they offering to those in control of war powers for the
spirits easily to take cognizance of it. They have placed
ample tobacco and different kinds of buckskin within reach
of the spirits. To you, O Disease-Giver, a pleasing white
buckskin has been strung out in offering and with it a pleas-
ing red feather as a hair ornament. How indeed would it
be possible for the spirits not to recognize these offerings?
And if they recognize them then we who are impersonating
the spirits, will also receive the benefit of the blessings of
war and life, extended to the host.
Long ago our ancestors asked the spirits to bless them so
that then they might live happily. Here we are sitting
around the fireplace and the life that the host and his friends
have asked for, the spirits are not merely extending to them
21A very curious circumlocution for stomach. He means, of
course, all the food that has been eaten.
but to all those present. In the olden days the old people
used to say to the young boys, “You are not able to fast
as yet and to offer up proper food to the spirits so as to
clear away the weapons held against you.” Now just as
these older people would have liked, so you are doing.
Even I, who am of no consequence, have nevertheless been
permitted to impersonate a great spirit. This you have
done for me—allowed me to impersonate that spirit who
is the bravest of them all, the one who is in control of
power whereby an enemy can be killed outright! One side
of this spirit’s body controls life and the other death. Now
they are about to offer to this spirit, the food of a white
animal, of a male animal, the dog, as well as a white buck-
skin, feathers and tobacco—all of them objects that please
him very much. To Disease-Giver they are about to extend
these things so that therewith they may ask him for war
power and life. It is an awe-inspiring spirit to whom they
have been making offerings. Surely I, who have been listen-
ing only by virtue of the host’s generosity, do not have to
say anything in his behalf. He thought of his ancestor
when he asked me to impersonate this spirit. Of all the
spirits his is the name which one cannot speak lightly,
it is said. If nevertheless I greet his name and speak about
this spirit, may I not be weakened by uttering it. Those
who are about to offer you food, grandfather Disease-Giver,
send you their greetings. To you, O host, do I send my
greetings, as well as to all the war-bundle owners seated
here.
The feasters sang dancing songs throughout all this
time. At dawn we were to pass the deerskin offerings
through the roof of the lodge. My older brother took
the lead. I followed and the others came up behind
me. We all had a deerskin apiece. Only those who
_ were giving the feast had the right to hold one of the
ten deerskins. A man playing a flute taken from a
war-bundle marched ahead, and behind came the people
carrying the incense of the burning cedar leaves. We
thus marched around the lodge and my brother and I
again made our cry to the spirits. At that time we
were naked apart from our breech-clouts and mocca-
sins. Four times did we make the circuit. Then we
passed the deerskins up through the roof of the lodge.
Now the feasters were to eat again. A separate
kettle had been put on for us boys and we were to eat
first. They then called upon a man to eat out of our
plate with us. His name was Blue-sitter. He was a
holy man, a shaman, a brave man, one who had ob-
tained many war honors. Four deer ribs were dished
out to me in a wooden bowl. ‘Then the one who was
to eat out of my plate came and sat near my dish and
began to handle the food. He tore it into small pieces
and began telling me of the blessing he had received
from the spirits. He told me how all the great spirits
~ had blessed him—the Sun, the Moon, the Thunder-
birds, the Earth, the Sky, the Daylight, and all the
spirits that exist in the heavens. The spirits on the
earth and those under the waters, all these talked to
him, he said. ° While partaking of my food he would
think of this power, he told me. I would go through
battle unharmed and I was to obtain war honors. My
children, if I had any, were to enjoy a good and happy
life. Thus he spoke.
Then he took a piece of my food in his mouth and
placed some in my mouth four times. I continued eat-
ing as the rest of the feasters began their meal. For
quite some time I was not able to eat much.
Through it all I was not in the least conscious of any
dreams or blessings. All that I was aware of was that
all the people around me were taking pity upon me.
Throughout it all I had my mind fixed on women. In
doing these things I imagined that I had accomplished
something great and that I had risen greatly in women’s
estimation. Even though I tried to render myself
pitiable in the sight of the spirits, yet through it all,
my thoughts were centered upon them. I was never
lowly at heart and never really desired the blessing of
the spirits. All that I thought of was that I was a
great man and that the women would regard me as a
great man.
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Section 11
After a while I used to get into the habit of going to
town. When I got there I would look into the barrels
to see if there was any food in them and if there was
I would fill my pockets with whatsoever I found. I
used to steal a great deal.
About springtime we always moved away from the
vicinity of the town. We always moved to the place
where my father intended to trap, generally to the
neighborhood of some farming community where there
were few Indians. There my mother used to make
baskets and sell them to the farmers. We also used to
circulate a written petition asking for any help people
cared to give us. Whenever they went on this kind
of a trip I always went along with them, for sometimes
people would take pity on us and give us some old
clothes. Sometimes we would even get a good meal at
some farmer’s house. For these reasons I was always
envious of those who went along on such journeys.
Occasionally when we got many provisions I had to
carry some of them, but I never minded that. When
the birds returned north father used to make us bows
and arrows and we would then shoot at them and often
kill many. We also used to kill squirrels which my
grandmother roasted for us. My older brother was a
good shot and I was greatly his inferior. He often |
killed pheasants.
Whenever the older people went to town circulating
petitions for help we youngsters always went along.
We always took our bows and arrows with us for the
Whites wanted to see how well we could shoot. Often
they placed five-cent pieces on some object at a con-
siderable distance and had us shoot at them. We gen-
erally hit a number. I would also let my brother shoot
at twenty-five cent pieces that I held between my
fingers and he never hit my fingers. We would often
make as much as five dollars in this way and this
money we always gave to our parents.
In summer the Winnebago would return to Black
River Falls (Wisconsin). We used to go out with our
bows and arrows and stay out all day. At evening
when we returned we of course always expected to get
a scolding and we therefore had a good excuse ready.
It really would have been much better had we returned
earlier in the day, but we were enjoying ourselves so
much hunting that night overtook us when we were
still a long distance from home. Often we would not
eat anything at all all day, but to that we were accus-
tomed. Sometimes we would go fishing on a stream
nearby, forget all about the time, and then return home
very late. We got a scolding then even although we
had a good excuse.
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My grandfather was buried in the manner custom-
ary in the Thunderbird clan. His relatives got some
one to bury him and the chief mourner invited ai dis-
tinguished person to talk to the corpse before it was
dressed for burial. The person addressed the body as
follows:
You are about to leave your relatives. They will remain
on earth, objects of pity to all. You must proceed on your
road and turn to your left after you start. Continue until
you come to the one who is in charge of spirits. When you
see him, make the following request—that he bestow upon
us all that you fell short of in this world. The means of
offering, the tobacco, which Earthmaker gave us, we have
given you to take along. As you go along you will come
to a place where the road branches off. Do not turn to
the right for that leads to the bad spirits. Turn to the
left and soon you will come to a guard. Point your pipe
at him and he will be thankful. This man will wear a com-
plete suit of clothes and he will be terrible to look upon.
He will smoke with you and you must address him as
follows: ‘Grandfather, before I left earth the people
told me to ask you to point out which road I was to travel
in.” Then he will tell you and you will pass ahead and
come after a while to a fire on both sides of the earth. The
man in charge of it will wear a complete suit of clothes
[or]
just like the former one. Point the stem of your pipe
toward him and he will be very thankful and smoke your
pipe. Then make your request—that you be permitted to —
pass—and he will grant it. As you continue you will come
to a round lodge where you will find an old woman. Point
your pipe at her and she will permit you to go ahead. Your
hair will now have become white but you will not be uncon-
scious. On the contrary you will be in complete possession
of your senses. Then you will come to the place where he
who is in control of all the souls sits. Go toward him and
point your pipe at him. When he is smoking it ask him
to show you the road to Earthmaker, our father, and he will
point it out to you. Then you must proceed until you come
to Earthmaker. When you get to him, point the stem of
your pipe toward him and if he takes it and smokes it
you must say, “Earthmaker, our father, you know very well
what kind of a life I have led.” Then he will answer, “My
son, you have done well.”
After this speech the body was dressed by the per-
son who was to do the actual burying. The best clothes
of the deceased were put on, beads placed around his
neck, bracelets on his wrist, rings on his fingers and
earrings in his ears. It was then placed in the casket.
When the grave-diggers completed their work, the
mourners blackened their faces with charcoal and the
corpse was taken up by the man to whom this duty
was assigned. The mourners followed behind weeping.
Thus they proceeded to the grave. When they got
there the corpse was immediately placed in it. Then
the chief mourner stepped across the center of the
grave and the others did the same. When they started
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back for home they were told under no circumstances
_ to turn around and look in the direction of the grave.
As soon as they returned home the man in charge
of the funeral arrangements went around the village
and invited every one to come to the wake. Brave men
and warriors are especially welcome.
The mourners prepared food and when the sun went
down the chief mourner took a stick made of hard
wood, lit it, and carried it to the grave, placing it at the
east end. It must be still burning when put there. |
After this the man returned and the funeral manager
prepared everything for the feast. When all were
gathered around he rose and addressed the people as
follows:
Relatives, all you who are gathered around here, I greet
you. I have done nothing of any consequence which could
justify you in coming here and thus honoring me, but being
relatives of mine, you came in the kindness of your hearts
to comfort me. I have prepared cooked food and boiled
water for the dead person. Tobacco is also handy and as
soon as the aftendant is ready he will pass this around to
those who wish any.
It is good that so many of you have come to-night. You
know that we are not creating any new ceremony but are
simply following what our ancestors found to be true and
good. And as it is said that we should not weep aloud,
you will not hear any of us making utterings of sorrow.
And even though we weep silently, should any one come to
us we will look upon them smiling. We therefore beg of
you, should you find us happy in mood, not to think the
worst of us.
Then the attendant took the water and tobacco and
gave it to the one who was to speak to the soul of the
departed person. This one then rose and spoke as
follows:
To-night we have come together not for the sake of
amusement but because we are afflicted with grief. Now
it is the custom to speak to the soul of the departed. It is
a sacred action yet even I, they tell me, can do it provided
no worthier person can be found. I have even been told
that my words vwrill not cause the spirit of the departed to
lose his way on his journey to spirit-land. For that reason
I am going to speak to the soul of the departed and say
the best I can. I greet you all.
Then he takes some tobacco in his hand and passing
it behind him through the lodge says:
Here it is, the tobacco. I am certain that you, O ghost,
are not very far away, that in fact you are standing right
in back of me, waiting for me to reach you the pipe and
tobacco, that you might take it along with you; that you
are waiting for the food to take with you on your journey.
For four nights, however, you will have to wait here. Now
here are the things that you desire. In return we ask you
to act as mediator between the spirits and us. You have
made us long for you and therefore do you see to it that
all those things that belonged to you, all those things that
you would have enjoyed had you lived longer—the victories
on the warpath, earthly possessions, life—that all these you
leave behind for your relatives to enjoy. This do you
ask for us as you travel along. One thing more do I ask
of you: do not cause us to follow you, do not cause your
relatives any fear. I have now lit the pipe for you.
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| _ Then the pipe is passed on to all those present. After
that the leader drinks a little water and passes this
around too. It is only after pipe and water have
_ passed all the way around that the people begin to eat.
When the meal is over the attendant takes the pipe and
some tobacco and places it before some distinguished
warrior who has been invited to the wake. The latter
is then asked to speak to the soul of the deceased and
tell him the route to take on the journey to the spirit
land. This warrior then rises and speaks:
Ho, I greet you all. We are not greeting one another
because we are happy as on ordinary occasions but because
it is the custom to come together at a wake. Now I shall
show the soul of the departed the route he is to take and the
care he must observe on his journey. I shall announce to
him the ghosts over whom I have control and who are to
conduct him safely to his destination. I will not exag-
gerate ?? when I speak of my war exploits but relate only
what really happened to me. It is said that if a person
exaggerates and tells falsehoods in recounting his exploits
on such an occasion, the soul of the departed will stumble
on his journey. I shall therefore only tell the truth and I
shall tell the chief of the spirits to guide our dead one
safely over all obstacles. Now I am not going to speak
of anybody else’s exploits but only of my own. Only those
over whom I have control will I put at the disposal of
our dead one to act as his guide. The spirit-tobacco, the
spirit-food, and the fire, these things the ghosts over whom
22 For the dangers of exaggeration on such an occasion see note 15.
It was also believed to cause the death of the warrior who indulged
in it.
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I have control will carry for him, and they will lead him :
by the hand until he reaches his destination. I greet —
you all.
Then he narrated his war exploit. He went into
great detail. He told as accurately as it was possible
how he had killed a man, broken his collar bone and ~
then flayed him; how he had then chopped and cut up
the body and mutilated him in such a fashion that he
could not be identified; how finally he had stolen
his dogs. All night he spoke in this strain. He went on
to tell how he had killed and utterly destroyed an
entire village so that no one was left to tell of the
massacre. All night he told of his war exploits. Some-
times such an account may last two to three hours.
When he finished the people all went to sleep.
For three nights the same thing was repeated.
Throughout this time a burning ember was placed at
the grave. When the spirit was ready to start his
journey he took this ember, it is believed.
For the fourth night all the brave men as well as
everybody else in the neighborhood were invited. A
great quantity of food was prepared and the relatives
of the mourners brought objects to be used in the
games that are always played at the wake. They
tried to comfort the main mourners as much as possible.
On the fourth night a burning ember was also placed
at the grave of the deceased.
As soon as the attendants prepared the food the chief
mourner gov up and spoke:
as I greet you all. I know that I am not performing any
great action in greeting you. I was in trouble and all my
relatives have come to comfort me. You have all asked
me to live and not to succumb to my sorrows and I shall
therefore try to overcome my grief and sorrow. I will not
forget all the good you have done for me. You have been
a comfort to me and you have helped me in many things.
Now we have come to the last night and I am glad that it
is a nice night for the warriors to relate their experiences.
If they should say something funny I hope that you will
not hold back laughter. I, too, will laugh with you. You
are free to make all the noise you care to for I shall feel
all the better if you do. This is what I want you to remem-
ber. I greet all those who are present here.
Then the one who is to address the spirits speaks:
I greet you all. We have come to this wake for a pur-
pose, much as I would wish that the occasion for it had
never happened. Now I am going to tell the soul of the .
departed the road he is to take, nor will I, by my words,
cause him to go astray. On an occasion like this not
every one is qualified to speak to the souls of the dead;
not every one can do it. My grandfather obtained the right
to do it and handed it down to my father, who in turn,
turned it over to me. Now I am going to breathe upon the
soul of the departed and I wish all those present to do the
same. It is said that for those who do not make this
breathing it is a sign that they will die. So do all of you
breathe with me.
Then he said /a-a and all joined with him in repeat-
ing it. He now began his address to the spirit of the
deceased:
Ho-o! Are you ready? I am going to speak of the
Four Nights’ Wake during which you listened to your
relatives and to the words they had to say. I am placing
the sacrificial tobacco in the rear of the lodge.
I suppose you are not far away, that indeed you are
right behind me. Here is the tobacco and here is the pipe
which you must keep in front of you as you go along.
Here also is the fire and the food which your relatives have
prepared for your journey. In the morning when the sun
rises, you are to start. You will not have gone very far
before you come to a wide road. This is the road you
must take. As you walk along you will notice something on
your road. Take your war club and strike it and throw it
-behind you. Then go on without looking back. As you
proceed you will again come across some obstacle. Strike
it and throw it behind you and do not look back. Still
farther, you will come across some animals and these also
you must strike and throw behind you. Go on right along
and do not turn back. The objects you have thrown behind
you will go to the relatives whom you left behind on earth.
They will symbolize victory in war, riches, and food-ani-
mals. When you have gone but a short distance from the
last place where you threw an object behind you, you will
come to a lodge. This lodge you may enter. One of its
doors faces the rising sun. As you enter you will find an
old woman on your right. Go and sit opposite her. Then
your great-grandmother will say to you, “My great-grand-
child, what did the people say to you when you were leav-
ing, when your life was over.” And you must answer, “My
great-grandmother, as I listened to my beloved relatives
they said very little indeed. They said that I was breaking
their hearts in leaving them and that they hoped that none
would follow me soon. Then they asked me to make the
- following four requests:
First: I was to ask for life; that the flames from the
lodge fire rise straight upward. Yet they would be satis-
fied, they said, if at my departure the flames only swayed
to and fro.
Second: Whatever fruit had been predestined for me
and that I did not taste, my relatives were not to be de-
prived of.
Third: They also mentioned nuts, all kinds of herbs, all
serviceable hides and skins, all medicinal roots and grasses.
They asked me to make a request for all the things that
grow on the earth.
Fourth: That if any one had a friend his weapon might
have a keen edge on one side.
Now, my great-grandmother, these are the requests my
relatives commanded me to make.”
Then she will answer you and say, “My great-grand-
child, you are wise beyond your years. My great-grand-
child, my lodge is a place where all who enter must pass
an examination. Earthmaker looks upon it as a keen-edged
instrument. No clouds of ill omen ever pass over it. The
four requests you have made will be granted. The nuts
and herbs you have asked for shall be given to you. There
will be nothing of that food predestined for you that your
relatives will not taste. The hides and skins, all the
grasses, they shall possess in plenty. And if they have
friends their weapons will be keen on one side. All that
they have requested through you will be granted. Now,
great-grandson, here is some food for you in this wooden
bowl.”
If you eat it you will have a headache. She will say,
“Great-grandson, you have a headache. Let me cup it
for you.” Then she will break open your skull and take
out your brains and you will forget all about your people.
You will become like a holy spirit. Your thoughts will not
extend as far as the earth, as there will be nothing carnal
about you.
Now be sure that you only take,a taste and push the dish
away from you for then the old woman will say, “My
great-grandchild, all that you have left behind you in that
dish represents the vegetable kingdom on the earth. Many
who are older than you ate all that I gave them. You
have a wise head on young shoulders. All that you have
left on the plate will grow on the face of the earth. Now
Earthmaker is waiting for you in great expectation. There
is the door to the setting sun.” On your way you will come
to the lodge of the chief of the bad spirits and his fire.
Those who come, the souls of the brave men who have come
from the land of the spirits, will meet you here and touch
you. There the road will branch off toward your right and
you will see the footprints representing the footprints of
those who have passed into life again. Step into their steps
and plant your feet upon their footprints, but be careful that
you do not miss any. Before you have gone very far you
will come into a forest of bushes alternating with prairies.
Here in this beautiful country the souls whose duty it is to
gather together the other souls, will come to meet you.
Walking on each side of you they will conduct you safely
home, to Earthmaker. Here the inquiry that took place in
the first lodge will be repeated’ and answered in the same
manner. Then Earthmaker will say to you, “All that your
great-grandmother has told you is true. Your relatives are
waiting for you in great expectation. Your home is waiting
for you.”
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About this time I joined a show and danced. I was
always very fond of dancing and now I got a chance to
go around and dance all the time and even got paid
for it. I had money all the time. The people with
whom I went around never saved anything and were
always without funds, for they spent all their money
on drink. I, however, never drank. After a while I
got into the habit of going with these shows every fall.
One fall I did not go and, instead, stayed with my
grandfather. He told me to get married. I was about
twenty-three years old then. I had courted women ever
since I was old enough to doso. Every time I did any-
thing I always thought of women in connection with it.
I tried to court as many as I could. I wanted badly
to be a beau, for I considered it a great thing. I
wanted to be a ladies’ man.
My grandfather had wanted me to marry a certain
girl so I went over to the place where she was staying.
When I arrived there I tried to meet the girl secretly
and succeeded in doing so. I told her of my intention
of marrying her and asked her to go home with me.
Then she went back, for I had met her some distance
from her home.
After a short time she came back all dressed up and
ready. She had on a waist covered with silver buckles -
and a beautifully colored hair ornament; she wore
many strings of beads around her neck snd had brace-
lets around her wrists. Her fingers were covered with
rings. She wore a pair of ornamented leggings and
ornamented moccasins with wide flaps. In each ear
she had about a half dozen ear-holes and they were
full of small silver pieces made into ear ornaments.
She was painted, her cheeks red, and the parting of her
hair red. She was all dressed up. 3
I came to her on horseback. Then we rode together.
We were not going to return to the place from which I
had started that night, because I had been previously
asked to sing at a Medicine Feast at a place on our
way home. On the way I therefore hid the girl near
the place where the feast was to be given.
The girl had a red blanket, and I hid her under a
small oak bush. Unfortunately it rained all that night
and the next morning, and when, early in the morning,
I went to where I had hidden the girl I found her still
there, but soaked through and through from the rain.
Her paint was smeared all over her face in such a way
that she could hardly be recognized. When we arrived
home my grandfather’s wife came out to meet us. She
helped the girl down from the horse and took her into
the lodge. Then we ate and when we were through the
girl took off her clothing and gave it to my grand-
parents who in return gave her other clothing. After
the girl had stayed there three nights she had her
menses and had to go to her special lodge and sleep
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| 5 ~ there. Shortly after a horse was given to this girl I
had married.
Some time after, my grandfather had a private talk
with me and he said, “Grandson, it is said that this
girl you have married is not a virgin and I am not
pleased with it, as this is your first marriage and you
are a young man. I suppose you know whether this is
true or not, whether or not she is a maiden?” “Yes,”
I answered, “I know.” ‘Well, you do not have to live
with her then if you don’t care to,” he said. So I went
away on a visit and from there I went home for good.
After some time I learned that she also had gone back
to her home. My grandfather was glad that I had not
stayed with her and he told me, “You can marry an-
other and a better one, one that I shall choose for you.”
However I said to him, “Grandfather, you have begged
women for me often enough. Don’t ever do it again
for I don’t care to marry a woman who has to be begged
for.” He was not at all pleased at this for he said that
I was not allowing him to tell me what to do.
Section 16
About this time we went to the Sioux country on a
visit. There were a number of us. While there I was
adopted as a friend and given a pony. When I returned
to my home I used to ride around on my pony. That
fall a number of Winnebago were going to join a show
and I decided to go along with them. I was a good
dancer. We went to all the large cities of the country.
With us there were two grass widows and after a
while I used to go with one of them secretly. This
woman used to drink beer. Soon I began to go with
the other woman also. They both drank a good deal
and often asked me to drink with them, but I always
refused. I finally married one of these women, al-
though I continued frequenting the other one at the
same time. We lived in a tipi. As I said, they both
drank beer and gradually I got to drinking it too.-
Soon I drank a great deal and began to like it. I
kept this a secret from my people and told the women
to do the same. Finally, however, as I began drink-
ing frequently, a friend of mine found out about it
and then the two of us used to drink together. Then
the owner of the show discovered that I was drinking.
He thought a good deal of me, that my dancing was
better than that of the others, and when he learned that
‘a
% _ Iwas drinking, he told me that he would treat me and
the two women to beer that very night. I drank a lot
of it that night and I enjoyed it immensely. After that,
of course, I was not able to keep the fact of my drink-
ing from other people. I talked at the top of my voice
under the influence of liquor and was very happy.
Every few minutes I would suddenly begin to sing out
loudly. Then I began drinking whisky in addition to
beer, and got drunk. On the following morning I said
I would never do it again, but in a short time I was
drinking beer again secretly.
Eventually the show was over and we all went to our
homes. We had to go across Lake Michigan. It was
very stormy and we all got sick. Then my friend said,
“Say, let us drink so that we may not be sick.” He
took out some whisky which he was carrying in a flask
and we drank all night. Very early in the morning we
got to Milwaukee. There we ate our breakfast and
continued on our way home, to Black River Falls. We
drank all the way on the train and when we reached
our destination we were still drinking. All my relatives
saw that I was drunk. They were very sorry and an
older sister of mine wept when she saw me. I there
made up my mind that I would never do it again. At
about that time we received our annuity payment and
although I had money I did not drink any more for
some time.
After we had spent what we had received in annuities
the hunting season began. I went along with the others
to the hunting grounds. I ran away from the two
women with whom I had been living. We spent some
time hunting. Every morning we would get up very
early, stay out the whole day and not return until the —
night. Often although we had been on our feet all
day we would not find time to have our noon meal. At
night, regularly, we would take our sweat-baths. We
took these sweat-baths because they are supposed to
act as magical charms to ensure success in hunting. It
was always very refreshing to take them and then
plunge into cold water, whether at night or in the —
morning.
Section 17
Once when I returned to the camp I found some
other people there. There I also found my grandfather.
He had brought along with him one of the two women
with whom I had been living, the older one. I did not
like it at all. My grandfather asked me to live with
her and I did so during the hunting season. When it
was over this woman remained there and I returned to
my home with another one. My former wife stayed
there a long time, but when she got tired of waiting for
me to return, she left.
Just about this time I heard that this former wife of
mine, before going away, had used some magical medi-
cine on me. A medicine feast was immediately given
me and my scalp treated to counteract the evil effect
of what she had used. It was said that she had taken
one of my hairs and dipped it into her medicine bundle.
This she did in order to prevent me from ever leaving
her. If then I left her I would suffer from a headache
and perhaps even die. Such was the belief. Fortu-
nately the matter was discovered, my scalp treated and
the hair she had taken recovered and washed with
medicine. Nothing therefore happened to me.
From that time on I began to live with as many
women as I could, for I had developed the idea that I
was a lady-killer.
Section 18
Shortly after this my elder brother was killed. We
two had grown up together and had hardly ever been
separated. I felt quite heartbroken over it. I longed
to kill the man who had murdered him. I felt that it
would be better if I myself were dead. In this frame
of mind I took to drinking a great deal. Indeed it was
my wish to die drinking and I would announce this
when I was drinking heavily. Up to that time I had
drunk secretly, but now I did so openly. Soon I
became a confirmed drunkard. By that time I had
quite forgotten the fact that I had wanted to die. In-
deed I enjoyed drinking very much.
I got into the habit, then, of giving women whisky
and getting them hopelessly drunk and then I would
steal anything of value they possessed. I also learned
to box and soon became quite expert. I was never de-
feated, and in consequence treated every one roughly.
Every one was afraid of me because of my skill with
the gloves.. My father was a strong man and so were
my elder brothers, and neither of them had ever been
defeated at wrestling. For all these reasons I was very
arrogant. Besides all this I was very tall. I am six
feet two inches high and weigh about two hundred and
fifty pounds. In actual fact I was not really as strong
as I pretended for whenever I woke up from a drunken
orgy I found myself firmly bound.
All I did was to wander from place to place, from one
woman to another. I had four sisters and from them
and from my parents did I receive all that I possessed
and yet in spite of this, I claimed to be a great man!
I then had two women staying with me as my wives.
At one time I had as many as four, two at my parents’
house and two at certain relatives of mine. I wasn’t
serious with any one of them. [I lied all the time; I was
always telling falsehoods. On one occasion I had four
children born to me and each one had a different
mother. Even after that I continued courting women
and drinking.
In the spring there was always work to do. We
rolled logs down the stream and drank. I accepted
such occupations because I could then always get as
much drink as I wanted. Whenever I had any money
I spent it on getting some woman drunk.
Section 19
I was now drinking heavily all the time and I began
to boast of being a holy man. I claimed that I had
been blessed by certain spirits and I made this claim
again and again. Of course this was all a lie, for I had
never felt a stirring of any kind within me. I made
the claim because I had heard others doing it. Gen-
erally I made this claim when I was just about drunk,
just on the verge of getting boisterous but still vaguely
conscious of what I was saying. Then I would say, for
instance, that I had been blessed by a Grizzly-spirit,
that he had blessed me with the power of being uncon-
trollable, that he had taught me certain songs. These I
would then sing at the top of my voice. I used to exert
all the power I had to imitate a grizzly bear. The
bystanders would try to hold me but it always required
a large number of men to do so. Now I thought this
exhibition of mine an act worthy of praise.
After that I began to claim that I had been blessed
by many spirits. I made the claim at one time that I
was really the reincarnation of one of the benevolent
giant spirits and that my name was Good-heart, that I
was now living as a human being among men. Such
was my claim and people believed me.
Once when I was on one of my drinking sprees I
a _ visited the lodge of a relative of mine.. There I found
a woman whom I had the right to call niece and whom
I could therefore tease. Just in jest I used to call her
“mother” and “sister.” Now on this particular occa-
sion after food had been offered me, I began teasing
her as usual when one of the women sitting around
there said, ““My younger brother, your niece is really
in a condition to excite your compassion and not to
fool with. She is in fact about to face death, for she
is going to be confined soon and she generally manages
barely to escape death then.” “Oh, is that so?” an- |
swered I. ‘Well, elder sister, this time my niece is not
going to suffer. Up above, in the heavens, there exist
four women, sisters, and these blessed me, telling me
that if I ever called upon them for help they would
help me. Now to these I shall offer tobacco and when
my niece is about to be delivered, she, too, must ask
for help.” Thus I spoke to her. The woman thanked
me. I had told a terrible falsehood. I said all this
because I was very hungry and I knew that I would
then receive enough to appease my hunger. I’ had
nothing else to say.
Some time after this I saw the women in town. The
older woman ran over to me and said, “My younger
brother, all is well. Your niece is in wonderful condi-
tion; she is very well indeed. She has just given birth
to a child and within three days of its birth she was
able to chop wood. Never before has such a thing
- happened to her. It is good. As soon as the annuity
payment is made you may have the child’s portion for
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drink.” Thus she spoke. I was surprised. Perhaps
I am really holy, after all, I thought.
After this incident, of course, I boasted of my powers
even more, for now I was really convinced that I pos-
sessed sacred power. I talked as do those who have
knowledge of blessings obtained from all the spirits
in creation; I spoke with all the authority of a great
medicine man. I used to do the singing for my band
during the performance of the Medicine Dance, and as
I had a deep bass voice, everybody liked it. Some-
times I would be given offerings of food in a kettle.
I always drank a great deal whenever a Medicine
Dance was given and frequently I would knock people
unconscious when I was drunk, even those in the
vicinity of the camp.
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Section 20
Once we went out hunting game in the fall of the
- year. We used to sell the hindquarters and some-
times ship them as far as Chicago. We were of course
only permitted to hunt for thirty days. The law was
that if any one hunted longer than that he would be
arrested. Yet in spite of all we hunted for a longer
time because we felt that the law was meant only for
the Whites. One day, however, in shipping deer away,
we were detected. One of my brothers and myself
were arrested, taken to court and convicted. We had
to spend sixty days in jail. During my imprisonment
I never had my hair cut and from that time on, I al-
ways wore it long. I told the people that a spirit called
Foolish-one ** had instructed me to do this and that he
had blessed me. I also told my older brother, the one
who was still living, to do the same thing and that if he,
too, let his hair grow, Foolish-one would bless him with
long life. From that time on I wore long hair.
After that I joined a show of the Whites. People
liked me very much on account of my long hair and I
was well paid. I kept on drinking all the time. I there
learned to ride a bicycle and mount and ride wild
24 The clown of Winnebago mythology. He is, hcwever, regarded
as having some of the characteristics of a spirit and, very occa-
sionally, blessing an individual.
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horses. I used to call myself a cowboy, principally
because I wore my hair long. Many vicious horses
did I ride, and I was thrown off many times. I did all
this not because I felt myself to be an expert, but be-
cause I was wild. On one occasion I took part in a
bicycle race on a regular racetrack. I was in full In-
dian costume and wore long hair.
The show I had joined played at St. Paul. I took
part in it every summer. I became acquainted with
many people and so I was asked to come again every
year. Finally it got so that I would not even return to
the Indians in winter.
One season some one asked me to collect a number
of Indians of whom I was to be in charge. I was told
that I would be allowed ten dollars a week for each
Indian and that I could pay them whatever I liked. I
was quite satisfied, for I could pay them five dollars
a week and thus make some money, I thought. I there-
fore persuaded a number of people to go along with me
and we all started. We rode to the place where we
were to meet the man who had made the arrangements.
From there we started out and went from fair to fair.
We never made any money, however, and went bank-
rupt. The man could not even pay us. We felt very
angry and we then went to another show with whose
manager I was acquainted. We were to divide the
receipts.
Once we were to give our show at a certain place for
the last time, for the cold weather was setting in. It
was thus our last day. One of the boys came to me
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; es and told me that some one had struck him. I got
angry and told him to point out the person who had
done it. Just then the very person appeared and I
tried to strike him, but he got away. I succeeded, how-
ever, in striking him with a drumstick. That evening
I was told that the man whom I had struck had said
__ that he was going to kill a certain Indian. “Perhaps
he doesn’t know that he also is subject to death,” I
answered. “Indeed, I am anxious to get ahold of
him.” After the show was finished we put on our civi-
lian clothes and took our handbags. “None of you
must go out alone,” I warned them, “for you might
get hurt.” One of my boys was on horseback and was
taking his horse to water it at a trough. His pony was
taken away from him and he returned without it.
His hat, too, had been stolen. Indeed he barely es-
caped with his life. ‘Come, let us go back,” I said.
I told the other boys to go right on and not to worry
about me. I gave them my handbag and then returned
to the place where the first boy had been attacked.
Before we got there the same boy was attacked and
set upon with clubs. We were right in the midst of a
big crowd of Whites. These shouted and chased him.
When they saw me they started for me. I fought
them with my bare fists, turning from side to side. I
was completely surrounded by them. Whenever any
one got near enough to me I struck him. Then I
started to run and was hit on the head, but I was
not knocked unconscious. I was now angry and I
struck out at all within reach. If I had had a weapon
I would have killed some of them. Several now fell
upon me and I was struck on the head until it was
entirely covered with blood. I started for the show
tents which had not yet been taken down. Just then
the man who had begun all the trouble came toward
me with a hatchet. I went for him and when he raised
the hatchet I struck him and knocked him down, for
I hit him straight in the mouth. |
A policeman now came forward and led me to our
show tents. I was covered with blood. The women
were weeping and told the policeman who I was, that
it was not my fault and that I had not been drinking.
I was taken to jail. I told the policeman that we
ought not to be locked up for we had not started the
trouble. The others ought to be locked up, we said,
for it was the particular man who had hit my boy who
had been drinking. “You are right,” said the police-
man. “I will go back and look for your things. Yet
you ought not to be on the street for you have hurt
many people. You had better stay in jail for a few
hours for many people are on the watch for you. Now
I'll go for your pony and then you can do what you
like.” They put me in jail and there I found the Indian
about whom all the trouble had started. ‘Well, this is
good,” he said. “TI thought they had killed you. Well,
how many did you kill?” “I didn’t kill any one,” I
answered. “It is good, for I thought they had either
killed you or that you had killed them.”
Then I washed the blood from my head. Soon after
the policeman returned and brought my pony with him,
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as well as my hat. Then he said, “You are to go home
immediately. It is true that you have been dealt with
unfairly, but this is a regular fair town, and if any
trouble starts in the courts about this affair, it will hurt
our fairs in the future. We shall therefore not go to
- law about it. The man who started the trouble is the
owner of a large hotel, and in addition, owns a trotting
horse. You have knocked out all the teeth of this hotel-
keeper, and we do not know whether he will live or not.
You have bruised other people, too, badly. So you had
better go home.”
From there we started for our home. My partner
rode a pony and rode through the middle of the town
on it. I went in the same direction. He was afraid to
go through the crowd of white people. A policeman
escorted us out to the edge of the town. There we told
him that we wanted some whisky and he went into a
saloon and bought us two quarts. We both started
then, sitting on a small two-year-old pony that belonged
to my partner. Every time a team drove by we got
frightened. After we had been drinking a little, how-
ever, we said that if the fight were to occur again, we
would surely kill some one for we were sorry about the
way in which it had ended. No one pursued us, how-
ever.
There were some Indians living in the neighborhood
and we used to go to visit them every night. When I
told them about what had happened they got quite
frightened for they thought these white people would
come out there to fight. So they moved away on the
following morning. The other man and I took up —
their trail and followed. We still rode the little pony
together. We had plenty of whisky with us. At night
we came upon their camps. These poor people were
really trying to get away from us for they thought that
the white people would really follow us and fight.
There I found out that my relatives were camping
nearby, so I went over to see them. They felt very
sorry for us when we told them what had happened.
They were working at the time, digging potatoes.
I stayed with them at the house of a certain woman.
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I never married any woman permanently. I would
live with one for awhile, and then with another. Some-
times upon my return after an absence I would find my
temporary wife living with another man. This is the
way in which I acted.
My father had brought me up and had encouraged
me to fast, so that I might be blessed by all the spirits
that exist, and thus live in comfort. My father had
raised me so that I should desire to obtain war honors,”
so that I should not be like one who wears skirts. That
was the reason he had me join the Medicine Dance so
that people should not be able to ridicule me. My
father taught me to lead a sober and sane life and my
grandfather, during the time I lived with him, had told
me the same. They both encouraged me to give feasts
and to ask the spirits for war honors.
At that time I had a comrade, and one day he said to
me, “We have been thinking of something, have we not,
friend? We ought to try and obtain some external
emblem of our bravery. Do we not always try to wear
feathers at a Warrior Dance? Well, then, let us try
25 These war honors were the following: touching the body of a
slain enemy first, killing an enemy, touching the body second,
touching it third, stealing a horse. All of them entitled the possessor
to wear an eagle feather in his hair.
to obtain war honors, so that we can wear head orna-
ments.” So did we both speak to each other. We both
liked the idea, and so we decided to go in search of war
honors. We decided to kill a man of another tribe;
we meant to perform an act of bravery. We started
_ out finally. There were four of us, and we went to a
_ place where other tribesmen congregated. We took
_ the train and carried some baggage with us. We took
ropes along, for we intended to steal some horses, and
if we found the opportunity, killa man. Horse stealing
was regarded as a praiseworthy feat, and I had always
admired the people who recounted the number of times
they had stolen horses, at one of.the Warrior Dances.
That was why I wished to do these things.
We proceeded to a place where horses of other tribes
used to pasture. Just as we got there we saw the owner
of some of these horses and killed him. My friend
killed him. Then we went home, and secretly I told
my father all about it. I said to him, “Father, you
said it was good to be a warrior and you encouraged
me to fast and I did so. You encouraged me to give
feasts and I did so. Now we have just returned from
a trip. We were looking for war honors and the young
people who were accompanying me decided that I
should lead them. I told them that it was a difficult
thing to lead warriors, my father had always told me,
and that I had always been given to understand that
a person could lead a war-party only in consequence
of a specific blessing received from the spirits. I was
not conscious of having received any such, I told him.
Thus I spoke. However, they made me an offering
of tobacco as they asked me, and I accepted the to-
bacco saying that I would at least make an offering
of tobacco for them. Then I offered tobacco to the
Thunderbirds and asked them for rain, that we might
walk in the protection and power of rain. This of-
fering we made in the morning and it rained all that
day. Then we went to the place where we knew that
we could find horses. When we got there we met the
owner of the horses and spoke to him. We accompa-
nied him to a carpenter shop nearby, and there killed
him. I struck his dead body, counted coup ** first,
and announced my new name, as I gave a war-whoop.
I shouted ‘Big-Winnebago has counted coup on his
man.’ Then the others counted coup also. We
searched his pockets and found medicine and money
in them. The money we divided among ourselves.
After that we cut out his heart, for we had heard that
hearts were used for medicine. That is why we cut
out his heart. He had a gun and that we took away
from him and hid.”
Then my father said to me, “My son, it is good.
Your life is no longer an effeminate one. ‘This is the
manner in which our ancestors encouraged us to live.
It is the will of the spirits in control of war that has led
26 The first four war honors enumerated above are called ‘“count-
ing coup” by the Whites. Coup is the French for strike and the ex-
pression owes its origin to the custom of warriors counting the num-
ber of people they have killed or honors they have obtained by
striking the post at the grave of the particular person for whose
benefit they are recounting their achievements.
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- you to do this. Of your own initiative you could not
possibly have done it. However, we had better not
have a Victory Dance as yet. We have the honor any-
how. We must be careful about the Whites. In the
old days we were at liberty to live in our own way, and
when such a deed as yours became known, your sisters
- would rejoice and dance, we are told. Now, however,
the law of the Whites is to be feared. In due time you
will get a chance to announce your feat and then you
can wear a head ornament for you have earned that |
right for yourself.”
Section 23
Shortly after this I had to go to Nebraska. It was
in connection with a child I once had, a boy who had
died when he was two years old. His mother’s father
then adopted another one in his place. This child
belonged to the Menominee tribe. I had to go there for
I was the adopted father of the child and he was thus
my son, the one who was taking my dead son’s place.
I gave the boy a horse at the ceremony performed to
fill the dead child’s place. The ceremony itself was the
Sore Eye Dance.*” The relatives of the mother gave
me some beaded bags, two boxes of maple sugar, etc.
Before I had started out for Nebraska, when I was
still living in Wittenberg, the boy came to me. I was
then living with a woman, and she gave me many things
that I was to take along with me to Nebraska and for
which she hoped I would get horses in return.
When I started, I stopped at Black River Falls. I
went to a woman with whom I had once lived, in order
to take her along with me, but she refused. I had gone
27'The Sore Eye Dance, called more correctly the Society-of-those-
who-have-been-blessed-by-the-Night-Spirits, is a secret society organ-
ized something like that of the Medicine Dance but quite different in
object. It is primarily a war ceremony and its nickname of Sore
Eye Dance arose out of the fact that it was so frequently given
after the return of a successful war party thatthe people attending
it, got sore eyes from staying up so long.
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had to goon alone. I had my gun with me. I arrived
at Nebraska in midsummer. I arrived there very early
in the morning, and there I met a man whom I had
once known, a person who used to go around a good
deal. There were many people present. We sat some-
what on one side, and he and his wife drank with me.
I told him what I had done, how I had counted coup
on a Pottawattomie, and he shook hands and said that
he too had counted coup and that he was going to wear
a head ornament. Then they took me to the place
where they lived, carrying all my things for me.
The next day the Nebraska Winnebago were going to
celebrate. There was to be a general gathering for a
week. The people with whom I was staying joined the
others at the gathering. At the gathering itself I met
two men whom I knew and who recognized me. They
shook hands with me. They were riding in a buggy,
and when they left, they took me along. On the road
they stopped, and we got out of the buggy and began
drinking out of a jug containing four quarts of whisky
which we had along with us. I joined them in the
drinks. We then went back to the gathering, where
I met an uncle of mine. To him I presented my gun,
and he was delighted.
The gathering itself was a very large one, and we
danced every day. I also prepared myself and took
part in the dance and gave away many things. I re-
ceived in return two ponies, a harness, and a top-buggy.
I remained there for some time after the celebration
was over. Indeed, I even got married there. I kept
on drinking all the time. It was then that a nephew of
mine begged me to give him my buggy. A nephew has
the privilege of asking his uncle for anything, and the
uncle must give it. In return the uncle can compel the
nephew to work for him at any time.
Some time after that I went to visit an uncle of mine.
He said, “Nephew, to-morrow they are going to have a
Medicine Dance, and to-night they are going to have a
trial performance.** Your aunt is going to buy pro-
visions for the meal, and you may go along with her.”
So I went along. When we got to town we drank, and
on the following day it was rumored that the woman
and myself were missing. The buggy in which we were
riding was quite broken, my hat was gone, and my
trousers ripped open. I immediately went back to the
place I had come from, even though the Medicine
Dance was being given. The woman, I heard, was still
missing. I then went to the place at which I had been
staying, and remained there all day. I got very tired.
In the morning I mounted a horse and went to town.
There I was arrested. I was asked what I was doing
in the town. “I am not doing anything; I am merely
visiting around.”’ Then the one in charge of the law
said that I was to pay ten dollars and that if I did not
do so, he would send me to prison. I therefore sold my
horse for twenty dollars, and out of it I paid the ten
28 The first part of the regular Medicine Dance is supposed to be
merely a rehearsal for the following day when the main ceremony is
given and is in consequence called the “trial” performance.
- dollars. It was a good horse. Then the lawyer said,
“You have committed many crimes, and you had bet-
ter go to the place from which you came. If you
stay here any longer, we will lock you up.”
I left that same day. Two old men were going to
Wisconsin, and I went with them. They did not know
how to speak English, so they took me as their inter-
preter. I left one of my horses in the pasture there.
These men were very fond of whisky, and I bought
whisky for them all along the route. After a time we
arrived in Wisconsin, just at the cranberry-picking sea-
son. I was drunk when we reached our destination.
As we approached my home I told the old men that
they should come and visit me. As I said it, I gave a
whoop.
Section 24
I was met by my father and mother and a woman
who was living with me before I left. They were very
glad tosee me. When I got home I found many people
camping there. At the camp the woman fixed a bed
for me, gave me some food, and told me to lie down
with her. Instead, I went out and made inquiries about
a woman with whom I had once lived. I found that
she was still there. To her lodge I went, and with her
I stayed that night. In the morning the other woman
was angry. However, I continued staying with this
new one. Late on the following night some one woke
me up. ‘Come out,” the voice said. I went out with
a blanket around me and found my former wife. She
it was who was calling me. She said, “In the morning
the annuity payment is to be paid in Necedah. I am
going there to-night, and I want you to go with me.”
“T haven’t any money,” I answered. “As though you
ever had any money of your own when you wanted to
do something!” I refused to go with her. She per-
sisted, and finally I went back and lay down. After a
while she followed me inside and hit me very hard and
called me names. She kicked me and pulled my hair.
“Tf I had anything with which to kill you, I would kill
you.” Finally I got angry, and she stopped and went
away.
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Section 25
During the cranberry-picking season I drank all the
time, and after that chased the payments. I continued
drinking. When the payments had all been made, I
went to Black River Falls. I was entirely without
money. I was supposed to go back to Wittenberg, but
I didn’t have the fare. I went back to the Indians and
stayed all night. In the morning I was sick. I was
shaking from head to foot. When I tried to drink
coffee, I would spill it; when I lay down, I used to see
big snakes. I cried out and got up. Then when I
wanted to go to sleep again, I thought I heard some one
calling me. I raised the cover of my bed and looked
around, but saw nothing. Whenever the wind blew, I
thought I heard singing. I thought I heard imaginary
people spit very loudly; I heard them and I could not
sleep. As soon as I closed my eyes I began to see
things. I saw things that were happening in a distant
country. I saw ghosts on horseback, drunk. Five or
six of them were on one horse, and they were singing.
I recognized them, for they were people who had died
long before. I heard the words of their song as they
sang:
“T, even I, must die some time, so of what value is
anything, I think.”
Thus they sang, and it made a good song. I myself
learned it, and later on it became a drinking song known
by many people. I like it very much.
The next morning I rode on a train, and after a while
we came to a town. Two days after this I stopped
drinking and kept it up throughout the whole winter
because I was unable to drink. I vomited every time
I tried to drink beer. Throughout the winter I did not
drink, and I kept this up until the following summer.
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Section 26
Two years elapsed. At about that time we heard
that the men who were responsible for the disappear-
ance of the Pottawattomie had been discovered. One
of those who had taken part in his murder had been to
Nebraska and had there announced his deed in re-
counting his acts of bravery at a Warrior Dance. Such
was the rumor. This same man had also announced
it at a funeral wake. It was in this way that the facts
had come out.
That same winter, while I was living in the forest
cutting wood, two men came to me one night. They
were officers. ‘They mentioned a man’s name to me
and asked me if I knew him. I said, “Yes.” “Well,”
said they, “let us go to town. We want to ask you
some things.” ‘They told me to get ready. I did so and
rode in a wagon they possessed. Then the men asked
me, “Did Peter kill this man? Do you know?” “I
do not know,” I said to them. Then they told me
from what source they had obtained the information
and again asked me, “Did you ever hear anything
about it?” “No,” I answered. “Did you know that
this man was missing?” “I did hear that a man had
been missing, but as I had not known him, I did not
give the matter much thought,” I said to them. Then
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one of the men said, “It has been discovered that Dae ‘=
did it. Do you think that they are right?” “I don’t Ri)
believe a word of it.” Then the man continued, “If
you continue to say that you do not know anything —
about this case, I will not let you go home. You shall
go wherever Peter goes. We have found out that you
were with him, and that is why we have come here. If
you do not tell us, you will never come out of prison.
Such is the penalty for what you have done. If you
tell us, however, you can get away and you will be
our witness and can return home.” “I want to get
home, and whatever I can do to get home, I'll do.
About this matter, however, I know nothing. You can
speak about what you know and I about what I know.
I do not want to be locked up,” I said.
We had now come to town. There I was taken to a
hotel and asked if I knew the murdered man’s brother.
I said, “Yes.” We went inside, and there we found
him. The man greeted me and said, “If you know any-
thing about this affair and confess, we will not lock you
up. You will be one of the witnesses. Even if it should
turn out that you were one of them, we will not lock
you up. I am not deceiving you. This man who is
listening to-us agrees with me.” He continued: “Sam,
I am acquainted with your father. He is a fine old
man. Even if you were along with Peter, I will not
have you locked up, if you confess. It is merely be-
cause Peter is a bad man that I want to know it.” “He
must be telling the truth,” said I to myself. “I’m
going to tell.” I thought that in such a case they would
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let me go. SoI said: “Yes, I know all about it. I saw
. Peter when he killed the man.” “Good,” said they.
They thanked me. Then the officer took me outside;
he took me to jail and said, “The train will soon be
ready.” Then he went out.
In the jail I found Peter. “What did they say to
your” he asked. “They did not say anything,” I said.
_ “They asked me many questions,” said Peter. “They
asked me whether you had done it, and they said that
if I told them, they would let me go home. I told them,
however, that I did not know anything.” ‘They asked
me very much the same.” I then said, “but I also told
them that I did not know anything.” ‘That is good,
for without witnesses they have only hearsay evidence
and they will not be able to hold us,” said Peter. “Any-
how, the man we killed was crazy and his brothers
hated him. They used to ask me to kill him,” con-
tinued Peter.
Just then the officer came and said, “Boys, the train
is due soon. Get ready.” When we were ready he took
out some handcuffs and tied us together, and thus we
went to the station. The white people looked at us in
surprise, called out our names, and asked what the
trouble was. Then the train arrived, and we boarded
it. We rode all that night and arrived at our destina-
tion in the morning. There the officer locked us up in
prison. We did not know what to say. After a time
I was taken out and brought to the courthouse. There
they again questioned me, and a woman, a shorthand
writer, took down my answers. I was then told to tell
everything again in detail and that as soon as the time
for the trial came, I would be freed. When I was
through, they took me back and locked me up again,
and the other man was taken out. When he returned,
he had of course learned what I had done. He was
very quiet. Then I said, “Well, you said you were
asked to kill him and you also said that they, the
brothers of the murdered man, asked others to kill him.
If that is so, you did it because you were asked to do
so, and you are not to blame. If we can find other
witnesses to this fact, we will surely get out.” “Indeed,
I spoke about the matter because they had locked us
up alone. I did not like it. The boys were so boister-
ous that I thought the others ought to be in jail, too.
That is what I was thinking of when I spoke to the
officers. Soon they will bring these others here, too,
and when we are all here together, it will not be so
lonesome.” Peter was glad of it. Soon the other two
were brought, and the four of us made quite a good
deal of noise talking.
Section 27
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Now it was rumored at this time that the man we
had killed had really been somewhat crazy. He was
the oldest of three brothers. Their father had been a
chief and had possessed much land. Other people had
contributed very much money to buy the land. A num-
ber of them lived there, and they had put in many
crops. Then the father died, and the oldest son drove
away all the people. He drove his two brothers away
also. There were many horses, and he forcibly kept
them as well as many other things. Whenever he heard
that any of his brothers was using any of his horses,
he used to scold him. When they argued with him,
he threatened to shoot them. It was said that he-al-
ways went around with his gun. For all these reasons
his brothers disliked him, it is said, and used to ask
the Winnebago to kill him. It was also said that all his
white neighbors disliked him. He had over a hundred
horses, and they grew wild in the woods. He did noth-
ing all the time but watch them. They were too wild
for him ever to get near them. The only use he ever
made of them was to own them. Whenever the horses
entered a field, they would destroy it completely, and
if anything was ever said to him about the matter, he
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wanted immediately to fight with those who protested.
Whenever a person tried to buy one of them, he would
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ask an extravagant price, and whenever a horse was _
caught in depredations and he was asked to pay dam-
ages, he threatened to shoot the people concerned. He
was accustomed to go around barefooted with his gun,
it was said. For all these reasons his brothers disliked
him and asked some Winnebago to shoot him. These
brothers also told the Winnebago how it would be pos-
sible to kill him, for he belonged to that group of people
who were regarded as invulnerable. It is said that
when he fasted, he had gone without food for a whole
winter; that he had not resumed eating until spring.
In order to kill him, a wooden knife was required.
This should be painted red. Then he was to be
stabbed. This was the only way of killing him.
Now we thought that with all this evidence against
him, we would surely be acquitted.
Section 28
We were waiting for the spring term of the court.
We stayed in prison all winter. I was very tired of it,
but I kept that.secret because otherwise the other men
would be likely tomake fun of me. Sometimes I really
felt like crying, but I acted as though I did not care at
all. I was married at the time I had been imprisoned,
and I hungered to see my wife and was in a terrible
condition, but I told the others that I did not care in
the least. The others were also married, and some of
them showed their lonesomeness markedly. Occa-
sionally one of our wives would visit us. The men said
that I seemed the only one who did not apparently
care. As a matter of fact, of course, I could hardly
stand it, although I kept my condition quite secret. I
only felt better when I wrote a letter to my wife, and
then when she answered I felt very happy.
We used to read one another’s letters, and whenever
our wives wrote to us, we would tease one another
about the contents.
After a while the spring term of the court arrived,
and we were happy. When the time for our trial came,
however, we were told that our case had been bound
over to the fall term. So we had to stay in prison all
summer. When the fall term came, the case was bound
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over until the following spring. It was enough to cause
one to say “Oh, my!” in impatience. During the win-
ter we used to make bead work and compete with one
another as to who could do the best. We made beaded
finger-rings, and these were always purchased by some
one. By selling these rings we thus made quite a good
deal of money. We also made suspenders. I made
thirty of them and sold them for seven dollars a pair.
We thus had plenty of money and drank all the time.
There were some prisoners locked up together with us
whose terms were almost over, and these were allowed
to go outside. They would buy us the whisky. We
gambled, too, playing for money stakes.
One day my wife came to visit me. I talked to her
through the iron grating. I was allowed to talk to her
for a long time. All I could do was to desire her. I
wanted her badly. When the wives of the others came,
they felt just as I did.
Once we had a fight. We had been drinking and
were disputing about a game. Afterwards we were
quite humble about it.
Shortly after this we found out that my wife had
matried again. I did not feel like eating, but I tried
hard to do so, because I thought that the others would
notice it. Then I said to them, “I am glad to hear
about this report that my wife has married again.
When I get out of prison I will pay the one who has
married her, for he is taking care of her until my re-
lease. Indeed I have felt quite uneasy about her for
some time. Now I feel quite relieved, for she is being
provided for.” Thus I spoke. But the truth of it was
that I was as angry as I could very well be. I made up
my mind that I would take her away from whomsoever
she might be living with. Then I thought that I would
make her feel as sad as I could; I thought I would
disfigure her, cut off her nose, then take her to the
wilderness, give her a sound beating, and leave her
there. I could not think of anything else all the time,
and I believe that for a time I did not even taste food.
I often felt like crying. At night I would not be able
to sleep, for I could not forget the whole affair. Some-
times I would dream of seeing her, and then in the
morning I would tell the others about it and feel
better. Throughout all this time I never thought of
all those of my relatives who were really concerned for
me. Not even that grateful was I. I only thought
of the woman.
Now the time for the next session of the court had
arrived. It was the spring session. We were given a
trial. They always took us to the court in handcuffs.
We had each a lawyer. At the first hearing one of us
was freed, the other three remaining in prison. Then
the lawyers pleaded the case of the others, and two
more were freed, I being one of these. The man who
had actually done the killing was the only one who
remained in prison.
Section 29
ance with the Peyote
When we were released we found our relatives wait-
ing for us. My older brother was there, and with him
I went home. We began to drink immediately. I was
very happy, although when I was in prison I had felt
that I would never drink again. We reached the
Winnebago the same day. There I met a woman, and
I cohabited with her that very night. I had been
desiring that for a long time. Then I began to drink
again. After a while I went to Black River Falls and
there met my former wife, whom I immediately took
back again.
The Indians were just then celebrating their midsum-
mer feasts. I went among them, took part, and drank
a great deal. I considered myself a brave man and a
medicine man; I thought myself a holy man, a strong
one, and a favorite with women. I felt that I was in
possession of many courting medicines. A brave man
I felt myself; a fleet runner. I was an excellent singer
of songs at the Brave Dance; *® I was a sport, and I
wanted whisky every day.
My mother and father had gone to the Missouri
River, to the Winnebago living in Nebraska. They
left me in charge of two horses and a wagon belonging
29 A non-sacred war dance whose songs were very popular.
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to them for me to use. Later on, in the fall, when the
cranberry season had started, I lived with three women.
I never did any work, but simply went from woman to
woman. Then the annuity payment was made, and I
went around chasing the payment. I sold my horses
and spent the money I had.
About this time my father and mother asked me to
come to Nebraska. I had been told that my father
and mother had joined the peyote people and were
eating peyote, and I did not like it. These peyote
eaters were doing wrong, were wicked, and that is why
I disliked them. Old Thunder Cloud, my brother-in-
law, told us the following about them:
“This medicine, the peyote,*° is one of the four spirits
from below. That is why it is bad. These four spirits
have always longed for human beings, and now they
are getting ahold of them. Those who use the peyote
claim that when they die, they will only be going on a
80 The peyote is a small cactus common in the state of Chihuahua,
Mexico, out of which from time immemorial an intoxicating drink
has been prepared. The ancient Mexicans were well acquainted with
it. For a number of centuries it has been the center of various
cults all of which contained marked Christian features. It is only
within the last fifty to seventy-five years, however, that some of
these cults have spread into the United States. It is from some of
the tribes now living in Oklahoma that the Winnebago borrowed it.
The Winnebago either eat the peyote button in its dried state
or drink a concoction prepared from it. The effects are various.
Every one, however, seems to be agreed upon its causing wonderful
color visions. The after effects vary with the individual. I have
seen some practically in a state of stupor after eating a large quantity
of the buttons, while others seem entirely unaffected and go on with
their day’s work as though nothing had happened.
The use of the Bible is an entirely new element introduced by the
Winnebago.
long journey. But that is not the truth, for when they
eat peyote, they destroy their souls, and death to them
will mean complete extermination. If I spit upon the
floor, the saliva will soon dry up and nothing will re-
main of it. This is what death will mean to them. I
might go out and preach against this doctrine, but it
would be of no avail, for I certainly would not be able
to draw more than one or two people away from this
spirit who lives below. Many will be taken in by this
medicine; they will not be able to help themselves in
any way. This bad spirit will certainly seize them.”
For all these reasons none of us liked it. However,
my parents sent me the money for the trip, and my
brother and sisters told me to go. Just before I started,
my youngest sister, the one to whom we always listened
most attentively, said to me, “Older brother, do not you
indulge in this medicine eating, in this peyote.” I
promised, and then started out for Nebraska.
When I arrived in Nebraska I met some people who
had not joined the peyote eaters, and they said to me,
“Your relatives are eating the peyote and that is why
they sent for you, that you too might eat. Your
mother, your father, and your younger sister, they are
all eating it.” Thus they spoke to me. They also told
me of a number of other bad things these peyote people
were supposed to have done. I felt ashamed, and I
wished I had not come in the first place. Immediately
after that I told these people that I was going to eat
the peyote.
Soon after that I met my father, mother and sister.
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home. My father and I walked by ourselves and he
told me about the peyote. “It does not amount to any-
thing, all this that they are doing. Yet those who par-
take, stop their drinking. Sick people also get well.
We were told these things and therefore joined. What
_they claimed is true and your mother is practically well
now; and so am I. They claim to offer prayers to
Earthmaker, to God.” He stopped and then continued,
“The peyote people are rather foolish for they cry
when they feel very happy about anything. They
throw away all the medicines that they possess and
whose virtues they know. They give up all the bless-
ings they received while fasting, give up all the spirits
who blessed them. They stop giving feasts and making
offerings of tobacco. They burn up all their holy things,
destroy the war-bundles. They stop smoking and
chewing tobacco. They are bad people. They burn
up their medicine pouches, give up the Medicine Dance
and even cut up their otter-skin bags.** They say they
are praying to Earthmaker, to God, and do so standing
and crying. They claim to hold nothing holy except
Earthmaker, God; that everything they are giving up
comes from the bad spirits, that the bad spirits de-
ceived them. They claim that there are no spirits with
the power of bestowing blessings and that there is no
other spirit except Earthmaker, God.” Then I said,
81 The most sacred object of the Medicine Dance. It is within
the otter-skin bag that the shell is concealed with which the newly
initiated members of the dance, as well as the regular members, are
shot.
“Say, they certainly talk foolishly.” I felt very angry
at them. “You will hear them yourself for they are
going to have a meeting to-night. Their songs are very
strange. They use a small drum,” said my father.
Then I felt a strong desire to see them.
Finally we reached our home. That night there was
to be a peyote meeting. At first I sat outside and
listened to them. I grew very fond of them. I was a
stranger in their country and the young members of
the peyote religion were exceedingly friendly to me.
They lent me money occasionally and treated me with
tender regard. They did everything that they thought
would make me feel good and in consequence I used
to speak as though I really liked the ceremony. I
was, however, only deceiving them. I only said it be-
cause they were so good to me. I thought they acted
in this way because the peyote was deceiving them.
Soon after that my parents returned to Wisconsin
telling me that they would return in a short time. I
was thus left alone with those of my relatives who were
peyote followers. That is why they left me there.
Whenever I went among the non-peyote people I used
to say all sorts of things about the peyote people and
when I returned to the peyote people I used to say all
sorts of things about the others.
I had a friend who was a peyote man and he said
to me, ‘My friend, I wish very much that you would
eat the peyote.” Then I answered him, “My friend, I
will do it but not until I get accustomed to the people
of this country. Then I will do it. What worries me
~ most is the fact that they are making fun of you.
_ Quite apart from that, however, I am not used to them.”
I was speaking quite dishonestly.
I was then staying at my sister’s place. She was a
peyote follower and had gone on a visit to Oklahoma.
After a while she returned. At that time I was staying
with a number of women and from them I obtained
money. Once I got drunk and was locked up for six
days. After my sister returned she and her friends
paid more attention to me than ever before. This was
particularly true of her husband. I was given horses
and a wagon. I was really treated very tenderly. I
told them I believed in the peyote because they treated
me so nicely. I knew that they did this because they
wished me to eat the peyote. I, in my turn, was very
kind to them. I thought I was fooling them and they
thought they were converting me.
We moved after a while to a place where there was
to be a large peyote gathering. I knew that they had
arranged for this in order to get me to join. Accord-
ingly I spoke to my younger sister and said, “Sister, I
would be quite willing to eat this peyote ordinarily, but
I don’t like the woman with whom I am living just
now and I think I shall leave her. Now I have been
given to understand that among you, when married
people eat the peyote they will always have to stay
together. I shall therefore join you as soon as I have
married a woman with whom I wish to stay perma-
nently.” Then my brother-in-law came in and my
sister told him what I had said and he spoke to me,
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“You are right in what you say. However, the woman
with whom you are staying is a married woman and
you cannot stay with her any longer. This marriage
of yours is null and void and we know that this is so.
You had better join now. You are the same as if you
were single, and we will pray for you as though you
were single. After you have joined the peyote religion
you may marry any woman you wish and whom you
have a right to marry legally. So, do join to-night. It
is best. For some time already have we been desirous —
of your joining us but we never said anything to you
about it. It is Earthmaker’s blessing, God’s will, that
has made you think of this.” So he spoke to me.
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I sat inside the lodge with them. One man acted as
leader and we were to do whatever he ordered. The
various objects belonging to the ceremony—the two
peyote buttons, the drum, the eagle-wing fan, and the
small gourd rattle—were all placed before him. I
wanted to sit in some place on the side for I felt that
I might get to crying like the others. I felt quite
ashamed of myself.
The leader arose and talked. He said that this was
an affair of Earthmaker’s and that he, the leader, could
do nothing of his own initiative; that God was going to
conduct the ceremony. He said the medicine, the pey-
ote, was holy and that he would turn us all over to it.
He further said, “I am a very pitiful figure in this
ceremony so that when you pray to Earthmaker, pray
also for me. Now let us all rise and pray to Earth-
maker.” We all rose. Then he prayed. He prayed
for the sick and he prayed for those who did not yet
know Earthmaker. He said that they were to be
pitied. When he had finished we sat down. The
peyote was then passed around. They gave me five
buttons and my brother-in-law spoke to me, “If you
speak to this medicine, the peyote, it will give you
whatever you ask of it. After that you must pray to
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Earthmaker and then eat the peyote.” I, however, ate
the peyote immediately for I did not know what to ask
for and I did not know what to say in a prayer to Earth-
maker. I therefore ate the peyote buttons just as they
were. They were very bitter and had a taste difficult
for me to describe. After eating them I wondered a
good deal about what was going to happen to me.
Soon I was given five more peyote buttons and these
alsoI ate. They tasted rather bitter. I was now very
quiet for the peyote had somewhat weakened me. I
listened attentively to the singing and liked it very
much. I felt as though I were partly asleep and quite
different from my normal self. When I looked around
and examined myself, however, I saw nothing wrong.
I certainly felt different from my normal self. Before
this I used to dislike the songs but now I liked them
very much, particularly those the leader was singing.
I liked listening to him very much.
They were all sitting very quietly and doing nothing
expect singing. Each man sang four songs and then
passed the sacred objects to the next person. Each
man held a stick and an eagle’s feather in one hand and
a small gourd rattle, which he would shake when sing-
ing, in the other. One of the participants did the
drumming. In this manner the sacred objects would
be passed along until they came back to the leader.
The leader would then sing four songs and when he
had finished these, place the sacred objects on the
ground and rise and pray to Earthmaker. Then he
called upon one or two to speak. These people all said
_ that Earthmaker was good and that the peyote was
good, and that whosoever ate the peyote would be able
to free himself from the bad spirit. They said that.
Earthmaker forbids us to commit sins. When this was
over they sang again.
After midnight I would every now and then hear
some one cry. In some cases I saw a person go up to
the leader and talk to him. He would stand up and
pray with him. I was told what these people were
saying. I was told that these people were asking others
to pray for them for they were sorry for the sins they
had committed and wished to be prevented from com-
mitting them again. They cried very loudly. I was
rather frightened, especially when I noticed that when
I closed my eyes and sat still, strange things began to
appear before me. I was not in the least sleepy. Then
the light of morning came upon me. In the morning,
when the sun rose, the ceremony stopped. All got up
and prayed to Earthmaker and left.
During the daytime I did not get sleepy in the least.
My actions, however, were a little different from my
usual ones. Then the people said, ““To-night they are
going to have another meeting. Let us go over. They
say that this is the best thing to do for then, you can
learn the ceremony immediately. It is said that the
souls of the members of the peyote ceremony wander
all over the earth and the heavens. All this you will
learn and see.” They continued, “At times the mem-
bers die and remain dead all night and day. When in
this condition they sometimes see Earthmaker, it is
claimed.” Some say that the home of the bad spirit 3
can also be visited when in this state.
So that night we went to a meeting again. I doubted
all their claims, of course, and thought that they were
untrue. Nevertheless I went along. When we got near —
I had already eaten some peyote for I had taken three
in the day. Now near the place where the peyote meet-
ing was to be held there was a regular Winnebago feast
and to that I went instead. I found a long lodge and
heard a terrific noise. An enormous drum was being.
beaten. The sound almost raised me in the air so
pleasurably loud did it sound to me. Not so pleasur-
able had things appeared at the peyote meetings that I
had lately been attending. There I danced all night
and I flirted with the women. I left about day and
when I reached the peyote meeting it was still going
on. When I got back I was told to sit in a certain
place and I was treated very kindly. There I again
ate peyote. I also heard that they were going to have
another meeting nearby on the evening of the same
day. We continued eating peyote at the place where
we were staying, which was the house of one of my
relatives. Some of the boys taught me a few songs and
they said, “Say, when you learn how to sing you will be
the best singer, for you are a good singer as itis. You
have a good voice.” I thought so myself.
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That night we went to the place where the peyote
meeting was to be given. I was given a place to sit
down and treated very kindly. ‘Well, he has come,”
they even said to me when I came, “make room for
him.” I thought they regarded me as a great man.
John Rave, the leader, was to conduct the ceremony.
He told of his conversion:
John Rave’s Conversion to the Peyote Religion
During the years 1893 and 1894 I was in Oklahoma
among the peyote eaters.
There one night, in the middle of the night, we were to
eat peyote. I also ate some. Then later on in the night I
got frightened for a living thing seemed to have entered
me. “Why did I do it?” I thought. “I should not have
done it for right at the beginning I have harmed myself.
Indeed I should not have done it; I am sure it will injure
me. ‘The best thing for me to do will be to vomit it up.
Well, now I am going to try it.” After a few attempts
I gave up. I thought to myself, “Well, now you have done
it! You have been going around trying everything and now
you have succeeded in doing something that will harm you.
What is it? It seems to be alive and moving around in my
stomach. If only some of my people were here! ‘That
would have been much better. Now, no one will know
what became of me; I have killed myself.”
Just then the object within me seemed to be coming out.
It seemed almost out and I put my hand in my mouth to
feel it, but then it went back again. “Oh my! I should
never have done it at the very start. Never again will I
do it. I am surely going to die!”
So we continued and then day dawned and I laughed.
Before that I had been unable to laugh.
The following night we were to eat the peyote again. I
thought to myself, “Last night it almost harmed me.”
“Well, let us eat the peyote again,”’ the people said and I
answered, ‘‘All right, I'll do it.” So we ate seven peyote
apiece.
Suddenly I saw a big snake. I was very much fright-
ened. Then another one came crawling over me. “My
God! Where are these snakes coming from?” There at
my back there seemed to be something also. So I looked
around and saw a snake about. to swallow me entirely. It
had legs and arms and a long tail. The end of its tail was
like a spear. “O God! I am surely going to die now,” I
thought. Then I turned in another direction and I saw a
man with horns and long claws and with a spear in his hand.
He jumped for me and I threw myself on the ground. He
missed me. Then I looked back. This time he started
back but it seemed to me that he was directing his spear at
me. Again I threw myself on the ground and he missed
me. There seemed to be no possible escape for me. Then
it suddenly occurred to me, “Perhaps it is the peyote that
is doing this to me? Help me, O Medicine, help me! It is
you who are doing this and you who are holy! Not these
frightful visions are causing this. I should have known
that it was you, indeed, who were doing it! Help me!”
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_ Then my suffering stopped. “As long as the earth shall
last, that long will I make use of you, O Medicine!”
This had lasted a night and a day. For a whole night
I had not slept.
_ Then we breakfasted and when we were through I said,
“Let us eat peyote again to-night.” That evening I ate
eight peyote.
In the middle of the night I saw God. To God living
up above, our father, I prayed. “Have mercy upon me!
Give me knowledge that I may not say and do evil things.
To you, O God, I am trying to pray. Do thou, O Son of
God, help me too. This religion, let me know this religion!”
Thus I spoke and sat very quiet. Then I beheld the morn-
ing star and it was good to look upon; the light was good
to look upon. I had been frightened during the night but
now I was happy. Now as the light appeared it seemed
to me that nothing would be invisible to me. I seemed to
see everything clearly. Then I thought of my home and as
I looked around there I saw the house in which I lived
far away among the Winnebago. It was quite close to me.
There at the window I saw my children at play and I saw
a man going to my house carrying a jug of whisky. Then
he gave them something to drink and the one who had
brought the whisky got drunk and annoyed the people.
Finally he ran away. ‘So this is what they are doing?”
I thought to myself. Then I beheld my wife. She came
out and stood outside the door wearing a red blanket. She
was thinking of going to the flag pole and was wondering
which road to take. “If I take this road I am likely to
meet some people, but if I take the other, I am not likely
to encounter any one.”
Indeed it is good. They are all well—my brother, my
sister, my father, my mother. I felt very good indeed. O
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Medicine, grandfather, most assuredly you are holy! All fei
that is connected with you, that I would like to know and
that I would like to understand. Help me! I give myself
up to you entirely!
For three days and for three nights I had been eating
the peyote and not slept at all. Now I realized that
throughout all the years that I had lived, I had never
once known a truly holy thing. Now, for the first time,
I knew it. Would that some of the Winnebago might also
know it!
Many years ago I had been sick and it looked as if this
sickness were going to kill me. I tried all the Winnebago
doctors and then I tried all of the white man’s medicines,
all were of no avail. I thought to myself, “You are
doomed. I wonder whether you will be alive next year?”
Such were the thoughts that came to me. As soon as I
ate the peyote, however, I got over my sickness. After
that I was not sick again. My wife suffered from the same
disease and I told her that if she ate the peyote it would
cure her. She was afraid although she had never seen it
before. She knew that I had used it and yet was afraid.
Her sickness, however, got worse and worse and one day
I said to her, “You are sick. It is going to be very diffi-
cult but try the peyote anyhow. It will ease you.” Finally
she ate it. I had told her to eat it and then wash herself
and comb her hair and that she would get well. She got
entirely well. I painted her face and took my gourd and
began singing to her very much. Then I stopped. “In-
deed, you are right,” she said, “for now I am well.” From
that day to the present she has been well. Now she is very
happy.
A man named Black-waterspirit was having a hemorrhage
at about that time and I wanted him to eat the peyote.
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Well,” said he, “I am not going to live anyhow.” “Eat
the peyote nevertheless,” I said, “and you will get cured.”
Before that consumptives never were cured and now for
the first time one was cured. Black-waterspirit is living to-
day and is very well.
Then there was a man named Walking-priest. He was
very fond of whisky, chewed, smoked, and gambled. He
was also terribly addicted to women. Indeed he did every-
thing bad. I gave him some of the peyote and he gave up
all the bad things he was doing. He had a very dangerous
disease. He even had murder in his heart. To-day he is
living a good life. Such is his desire.
Whoever has any evil thoughts, let him eat the peyote
and he will lose all his bad habits. It is a cure for every-
thing bad.
To-day the Winnebago say that only God is holy. One
of the Winnebago told me this: “Really the life that I
led was a very bad one. Never again will I do it. This
medicine is good and always will I use it.” John Harrison
and Squeaking-wings were prominent members of the Medi-
cine Dance; they thought much of themselves, as did all
the members of the Medicine Dance. They knew all the
secrets of the ritual. Both of them were gamblers and
were rich because they were gamblers. Their parents had
acquired great wealth by giving medicines to the Winne-
bago. These two men were very rich and believed that they
had a right to be selfish with their possessions. Then they
ate the peyote and ever since that time they have been
followers of the peyote. They were very ill at one time and
now they have been cured of their illness. Now if there
are any men who can be taken as examples of the workings
of the peyote, it is these three I have mentioned. Even if
a man were blind and had only heard of these three men he
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would realize that if any medicine is good it is this one. It —
is a cure for all evil.
Before I thought that I knew something but really I
knew nothing. It is only now that I have real knowledge.
In my former life I was like one blind and deaf. My heart —
ached when I thought of what I had done. Never again
will I do it. This medicine:alone is holy, has made me —
good and rid me of all evil. The one whom we call God
has given me this. That I know positively. Let them
all come here; men and women; let them bring with them
all that they desire; let them bring with them their diseases.
If they come here they will get well. This is all true; it is
all true. Bring whatever desires you possess along with
you and then come and eat or drink this medicine. This
is life, the only life. Then you will learn something of
yourself. Come with your disease for this medicine will
cure it. Whatever you have, come and eat this medicine
and you will have true knowledge once and for all. Learn
of this medicine yourself through actual experience.
If you just hear about it you are not likely to try it.
If you desire real knowledge you must partake of it for then
you will learn of things that you had never known before.
In no other way can you ever get happy. I know that
all sorts of excuses will run through your head for not
partaking of it, but if you wish to learn of something good,
try it. Perhaps you will think to yourself that it will be
too difficult and this will seem a good excuse for not trying
it. Why, however, should you do this? Even if you par-
take of only part of the good claimed, yet I know that you
will say to yourself, “Well, this life is good enough.” After
you have taken it for the first time, it will seem as if you
were digging a grave for yourself with it, that you were
about to die. Indeed you will be wondering what was going
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will see your own body. If you wish to inquire further
about where you are going you will discover something that
you had, not known before. Two roads there are, one lead-
ing to a hole in the earth and the other extending above.
You will learn something that you had not known before.
Of the two roads, one is dark, the other is light. You must
choose one of these while you are alive and you must decide
therefore whether you wish to continue in your evil ways or
whether you intend to abandon them. These are the two
roads. The peyote people see them. They claim that only if
you weep and repent will you be able to attain knowledge.
Do not, as I said before, listen to others talking about
this medicine, but try it yourself. That is the only way
to find out. No other medicine can accomplish what this
has done. If, therefore, you make use of it, you will live.
People who have eaten peyote throw aside all the evil cere-
monies that they performed before. Only by eating the
peyote will you learn what is truly holy. That is what
I am trying to learn myself.
It is now twenty-three years since I ate the peyote and
I am still doing it (1912). Before that, my heart had been
filled with murderous thoughts. I wanted to kill my
brother and my sister. It seemed to me that my heart
would not feel good until I killed one of them. All my
thoughts were fixed on the warpath. That is all I thought
of. Now I know that this was all caused by the evil spirit
that possessed me. I was suffering from a disease. I even
desired to kill myself; I did not care to live. That feeling
too was caused by this evil spirit dwelling within me. Then
I ate the peyote and became attached to them and I wanted
them to live.
This the medicine had accomplished.
When John Rave had finished I ate five peyote.
Then my brother-in-law and my sister came and gave
themselves up. They asked me to stand there with
them. I did not like it, but I did it nevertheless.
“Why should I give myself up? I am not in earnest
and I intend to stop this as soon as I get back to
Wisconsin. I am only doing this because they have
given me presents,” I thought. “I might as well get
up, however, since it doesn’t mean anything to me.”
So I stood up. The leader began to talk and I sud-
denly began to feel sick. It got worse and worse and
finally I lost consciousness. When I came to, I found
myself lying on my back. Those with whom I had
been standing were still there. As a matter of fact,
I had regained consciousness as soon as I fell down.
I felt like leaving the place that night but I did not
do it. I was quite tired out. ‘“Why have I done
this?” I said to myself. “I promised my sister that I
would not do it.” So I thought and I tried to leave
but I couldn’t. I suffered intensely. At last day —
dawned. Now I thought that they regarded me as
one who had had a trance and had seen something.
Then we went home and they showed me a passage
in the Bible where it said that it was a shame for any
man to wear long hair. I looked at the passage. I was
not a man learned in books, but I wanted to give the
impression that I knew how to read so I told them to
cut my hair. I was still wearing it long at the time.
After my hair was cut I took out a lot of medicines,
many small bundles of them. These and my shorn hair
_ I gave to my brother-in-law. Then I cried and my
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brother-in-law also cried. He thanked me, told me
that I understood and that I had done well. He told
me that Earthmaker alone was holy; that all the bless-
ings and medicine I possessed were false; that I had
been fooled by the bad spirit. He told me that I had
now freed myself from much of this bad influence. My
relatives expressed their thanks fervently.
On the fourth night of my stay they had another
meeting and I went to it again. There I again ate
peyote. I enjoyed it and sang along with the others. I
wanted to be able to sing immediately. Some young
men were singing and I enjoyed it so I prayed to Earth-
maker and asked him to let me learn to sing right away.
That was all I asked for. My brother-in-law was with
me all the time. At that meeting all the things I had
given my brother-in-law were burnt up.
Now the fact that my brother-in-law had told me
that I understood, had pleased me and I felt good
when daylight came. As a matter of fact, I had not
received any knowledge at all. I thought, however,
that this was the proper way to act, so I did it. After
that, I would attend meetings occasionally and I looked
around for a woman whom I cared to marry perma-
nently. Before long that was the only thing that I
would think of when I attended the meetings.
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On one occasion we were to have a meeting of men
and women and I went to it with a woman, the one
with whom I thought I would go around the next day.
That was the only reason I went with her. When we
arrived at the meeting, the leader asked me to sit near
him and there I was placed. He urged me to eat many
peyote and I did so. Now the leaders of the ceremony
always place the sacred objects in front of themselves.
The sacred peyote was also placed there. Now the one
this particular leader placed in front of himself this
time was a very small one. “Why does he have a very
small one?” I thought to myself. However, I did not
think of this matter long.
It was now late at night. I had eaten a lot of peyote
and felt rather tired. I suffered considerably. After a
while I looked at the peyote, and there I saw an eagle
standing with outspread wings. It was as beautiful a
sight as could well be observed. Each of the feathers
seemed to have a mark. The eagle stood there looking
at me. I turned my gaze, thinking that perhaps there
was something the matter with my sight, but then when
I looked again the eagle was still present. Again I
turned around and when I looked at the spot where
the eagle had stood, it was gone and only the small
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peyote remained. I then watched the other people,
but they all had their heads bowed and were praying.
Suddenly I saw a lion lying in the same place where
before I had seen the eagle. I watched it very closely
and when I turned my eyes for the least little bit, it
disappeared. “I suppose all those present are aware
of this and I am just beginning to find out,” I thought.
Then I saw a small person at the same place. He wore
blue clothes and a shining brimmed cap. He had ona
soldier’s uniform and was sitting on the arm of the
person who was drumming, scrutinizing everybody.
He was a little man but perfect in all proportions.
Finally I lost sight of him. I was very much surprised
indeed. I sat very quietly. “So this is what it is,” I
thought. “This is what they all probably see and
which I am just now beginning to find out.”
Then I prayed to Earthmaker, to God:
“This, your ceremony, let me hereafter perform!”
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As I looked again I saw a flag. I looked more care- —
fully and I saw the house full of flags. They had the
most beautiful marks on them. In the middle of the
room there was a large flag, a living one. It was mov- |
ing. In the doorway there was another one not entirely
visible. I had never seen anything so beautiful in all
my life before.
Again I prayed to God. I bowed my head and closed
my eyes and began to speak. I said many things that
I would ordinarily never have spoken about. As I
prayed I was aware of something above me and there
He was, He to whom I was speaking, God. That which
we call the soul, that it is which is God. This is what
T felt and saw. The one called Earthmaker, God, is a
spirit and He it was I felt and saw. At least this is
what I learned. I instantly became their spirit; I was
their spirit or soul. Whatever they thought of I imme-
diately knew. I did not have to speak to them and get
an answer to know what their thoughts were. Then I
thought of a certain place far away, and immediately
IT was there. I was my thought.
I looked about and watched the people around me
and then when I opened my eyes I was myself in body
again. From now on thus it shall be, I felt. This is
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_ the way they are and I am only now beginning to find
4 out. ‘All those who heed God must be thus. I shall
not need any more food for am I not my spirit? I shall
have no more use of my body; my corporeal affairs are
over.” Thus I felt.
Then all stopped and left the lodge, for it had begun
to dawn. Some one spoke to me. I did not answer,
for I thought they were just fooling and that they were
like myself, that therefore it would be unnecessary for
me to speak to them. So instead of speaking I an-
swered with a smile. “They are just saying this to
me because they realize that I have only now found
out,” I thought. That was why I didn’t answer. I did
not speak to any one until noon. Then I had to leave
the house to urinate and some one followed me. It
was my friend. He said, “My friend, what troubles
you that makes you act as you do?” ‘Well, there’s no
need of your saying anything, for you know it before-
hand,” I said. After saying this I got over my trance
and was restored to my normal condition. My friend
had to speak to me before I knew his thoughts. I
became like my former self.
Then I spoke to him and said, “My friend, let us
hitch up the horses and then I will go wherever you
like, for you wish to speak to me and I also want to
speak to you.” I continued, “If I were to tell you all
that I have learned, I should never be able to stop, so
much have I learned. Yet I shall gladly tell some of
it.’ “Good,” said he. He liked what I tcld him very
much. “I am anxious to hear what you have seen,” he
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Section 34
Now ever since that time, no matter where I am, I
always think of this religion. I still remember it and
I think I shall remember it as long as I live. It is
the only holy thing that I have become aware of in
all my life.
After that, whenever I heard of a peyote meeting,
I went to it.
My thoughts, however, were still always fixed on
women. “If I were married legally, perhaps these
thoughts would leave me,” I thought. Whenever I
went to a meeting, therefore, I tried to eat as many
peyote as possible, for I was told that it was good to
do that. I always prayed to Earthmaker as I sat there.
Such were my thoughts. “If I were married,” I
thought, “then I should be able to put all my thoughts
- on this ceremony.” I sat with my eyes closed, very
‘quiet.
Suddenly I saw something. It was an object all tied
up. The rope with which this object was tied up was
long and the object itself was running around and
around in a circle. A road was present in which it
ought to have gone, but the object was so tied up that
it was unable to reach it. The road was an excellent
one. Along its edge grew blue grass and on each side
grew many varieties of pretty flowers. Serecbsineieee “
flowers sprang up all along its path. Far off in the
distance appeared a bright light. There a city was
visible, of beauty indescribable. A cross was in full
sight. The object tied up would always just fall short
of reaching the road. It seemed to lack sufficient
strength to break loose from whatever it was that was
holding it. Nearby lay something that would have
given it sufficient strength to break its fastenings if it
were only able to get there.
I looked at what was so inextricably tied upsand I
saw that it was myself. I was forever thinking of
woman. “This it is with which I am tied,” I thought
to myself. ‘Were I married I would have strength
enough to break my fastenings and be able to travel in
the good road.” Then daylight came upon us and the
ceremony stopped.
Then I thought of a man I used to know, an old
peyote man. He always spoke kindly to me. I went
over to see him. I-thought that I would tell him what
had happened to me. He was very glad and told me
that I was speaking of a very good thing. Then finally
he said, ““Now I shall tell you what I think is a good
thing for you to do. You know that if an old horse is
balky, you cannot break him of this habit; even if
you had bought him and tried to break him, you would
not succeed. If, indeed, you had succeeded, it would
only be after very hard work. However, if you had a
young horse, you could train it in any way you wished.
So it is in everything. If you marry a woman who has
_ been in the habit of getting married frequently, it
_ would be difficult for her to break herself of the habit
_ she loved. You are not the one she loves. If you
_ marry her, you will lead a hard life. If you wish to get
-Inarried, take your time. There are plenty of good
women. Many of them are at government schools and
have never been married. I think you would do best
if you waited for some of these girls. They will re-
_ turn in the middle of summer. So don’t think of any
_ of these women you see around here, but wait until
then and pray to God patiently. That will be the best,
I think.” I liked what he told me and thanked him.
I decided to accept his advice, and I did not look
around for women after that. I was to wait for about
three months and during that time I paid strict at-
_ tention to the peyote ceremony.
On one occasion while at a meeting, I suffered great
_ pain. My eyes were sore and I was thinking of many
_ things. “Now I do nothing but pay attention to this
ceremony, for it is good.” Then I called the leader
over to me and said to him, “My elder brother, here-
after I shall only regard Earthmaker as holy. I will
make no more offerings of tobacco. I will not use any
more tobacco. I will not smoke, nor will I chew to-
_ bacco. I have no further interest in these things.
_ Earthmaker, God, alone do I desire to serve. Never
again shall I take part in the Medicine Dance. To you
dol give up myself completely. I intend to give myself
up to God’s cause.” Thus I spoke tohim. “It is good,
younger brother,” he said to me. Then he had me
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stand up and he prayed to God. He asked God to :
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The next morning I was taken home. My eyes were
sore and I could not see. They took me back to my
house and there they put a solution of the peyote in
my eyes and I got well in a week. ;
One night when I was asleep I dreamed that the
world had come to an end. Some people God took
while some belonged to the bad spirit. I belonged to
the bad spirit. Although I had become a peyote man
I had not as yet been baptized. That was why God
did not take me. All those who belonged to God were
marked, but I was not. I felt very bad about it when
I woke up, even although I had only dreamed it. I
felt very bad indeed. I wanted them to hurry and
have another peyote meeting soon. I could hardly
wait until I reached the place where the next meeting
was to take place. I immediately told the leader what
I wanted and asked him to baptize me and he baptized
me in the morning. After that I felt better.
Then I went to work and I worked with a railroad
work gang. I was still working when the time for the
midsummer celebration approached. I always went to
the peyote meeting on Saturday nights.
The old man was right in what he had told me. The
girl students returned in the summer. Shortly after
they returned, a man, a friend of mine, who had gone
around with me, asked me if I wanted to get married.
“Yes, I do,” I answered. Then he said, “Listen, I have
been thinking of something. What kind of a woman do
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-. you wish to marry?” I told him what I had in mind.
‘Then he said, “Come home with me. I have a younger
sister; I want her to marry a good man; I would like
to have her marry you.” Then I went home with him.
When we reached his home and discussed the matter,
the girl gave her consent. The parents also consented.
So there I got married, and what I expected has taken
place and I have lived with her ever since. On one
occasion, after she was used to me, she told me this:
Before she had married, she had determined that, if
she ever got married, she would not care to marry a
very young man. “I wanted a man who ate peyote and
who paid attention to the ceremony.” Such a man she
desired and such a person she said I was. She loved
me and she was glad that she had married me. This is
what she had asked God for in her prayers. “And
indeed it has happened as I wished,” she said. She be-
lieved that it was the will of God that we had done this.
Together we gave ourselves up to the peyote at a meet-
ing. From that time on we have remained members
of the peyote religion.
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Many things are said under the influence of the
peyote. The members get into a kind of trance and
speak many things. On one occasion they had a
peyote meeting which lasted two nights. I ate many
peyote. The next morning I tried to sleep. I suffered
a great deal. I lay down in a very comfortable position.
After a while a fear arose in me. I could not remain
in that place, so I went out into the prairie, but here
again I was seized with this fear. Finally I returned
to a lodge near the one in which the peyote meeting
was being held, and there I lay down alone. I feared
that I might do something foolish to myself if I re-
mained there alone, and I hoped that some one would
come and talk to me. Then some one did come and
talk to me, but I did not feel any better. I went in-
side the lodge where the meeting was taking place.
“T am going inside,” I told him. He laughed, “All
right, go in.” I went in and sat down. It was very
hot and I felt as though I was going to die. I was
very thirsty, but I feared to ask for water. I thought
that I was certainly going to die. I began to totter
over.
I died and my body was moved by another life. I
began to move about and make signs. It was not my-
self doing it and I could not see it. At last it stood up.
The eagle feathers and the gourds, these it said, were
holy. They also had a large book there. What was
contained in that book, my body saw. It was the Bible.
The sacred objects were not holy, but they were good
ornaments. My body said that if any one paid atten-
tion to God’s ceremony, he would be hearkening to what
the Bible said. God’s Son said that He was the only
way. This means that one can only live from the word.
My body spoke of many things and it spoke of what
was true. It spoke of all the things that were being
done by the Winnebago and that were evil. It spoke a
long time and then stopped. Not I, but my body stand-
ing there, had done the talking. I should be confessing
myself a fool if I were to think that I had said all this,
my body told me.
After a while I returned to my normal condition.
Some of the people present had been frightened think-
ing that I had gone crazy. Others, on the other hand,
liked it. It was discussed a good deal; they called it
the “shaking” state. It was claimed that the condition
in which I had been was not part of God’s religion. I
was told that whoever ate a lot of peyote would, through
the peyote, be taught the teachings of God. God’s
ways and man’s ways are different. Whoever therefore
wished to help this religion must give himself up to it.
If you eat a good deal of the peyote and believed that it
could teach you something, then it assuredly would do
so. That, at least, is the way in which I understand
this matter.
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Once we had a meeting at the home of a member who
was sick. The sick would always get well when a meet- _
ing was held in their home and that is why we used to
hold them there. At this particular meeting I got into
the shaking condition again. My body told us how our
religion was an affair of God’s and how even if one
knew only a portion of it, one could still partake of it.
Thus it spoke. ‘God, His Son, and His Holiness, these
are the three ways of saying it. Even if you know one
of these three, it means all. Every one of you has the
means of opening the road to Earthmaker. It is given
to all of you. With belief you can open the door to
God. You cannot open it with knowledge alone. How
many letters are there to the key, to the road? Three.
What are they? ‘There were many educated people
present, but none of them said anything. “The first
letter must be K.” If, therefore, a person said K, that
would be the whole of it. “But let me look into the
Bible and see what it means,” said the body. Then
the body took the Bible and began turning the leaves.
The body did not know where the passage was itself.
Finally in Matthew, Chapter 16, it stopped. There it
speaks about it. ‘Peter did not give himself up,” it
says. “For a long time he could not give up his own
knowledge.” There, in that passage, it says Key.
That is the work of God. At least, so I understand it.
He made use of my body and acted in this manner in
the case of the peyote.
At one meeting O. L. spoke about the old stories.
He spoke as follows:
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_ never knew what they meant. They told us how he
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a place where all the people were dancing. There he
danced until evening and then he stopped and turned
around. No one was to be seen anywhere and then he
realized that he had mistaken for people dancing the noise
made by the wind blowing through the reeds.
So do we Winnebago act. We never look before we act.
We do everything without thinking. We think we know
all about it.
The Trickster was walking around with a pack on his
_ back. As he walked along, some one called to him: “Say,
we want you to sing.” “All right,” said he. “I am carry-
ing songs in my pack and if you wish to dance, build a
large lodge for me with a small hole at the end for an
entrance.” When it was finished, they all went in and the
Trickster followed them. Those who had spoken to him
were birds. He told them that while dancing they were
not to open their eyes, for if they did, their eyes would
become red. Whenever a fat bird passed the Trickster,
he would choke it to death, and if it cried out, he would
say, “That’s it! That’s it! Give a whoop!”
, After a while, one of the birds got somewhat suspicious
and opened its eyes just the least little bit. He saw that
the Trickster was choking all the birds. “He is killing
us all,” said the bird. “Let all who can, run for their
lives.” Then he flew out through the top of the house.
The Trickster took the birds he had killed and roasted
them, but he did not get a chance to eat them, for they
were stolen from him.
So are we Winnebago. We like all that is forbidden.
We say that we like the Medicine Dance; we say that it
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is good and yet we keep it secret and forbid people to wit-
ness it. We tell members of the dance not to speak of it
until the world shall come to an end. They are afraid to
speak of it. We, the Winnebago, are the birds, and the
Trickster is Satan.
Once, as the Trickster was going along the road, some
one spoke to him. He listened, and he heard it say, “If
any one eats me, all bad things will come out of him.”
Then the Trickster went up to the one talking and said,
“What is your name?” “My name is Blows-himself-away.”
The Trickster would not believe it; so he ate the thing.
After a while he blew himself away. He laughed. “Oh,
pshaw! I suppose this is what it meant.” As he went
along it grew worse and worse and it was only after the
greatest hardship that he succeeded in returning home.
So are we Winnebago. We travel on this earth all our
lives and then when one of us tastes something that makes
him unconscious, we look upon this thing with suspicion
when he regains consciousness.
From that time on I go about everywhere telling
every one that this religion is good. Many other
people at home said the same thing. Many, likewise,
have joined this religion and are getting along nicely.
On one occasion after I had eaten a good deal of
peyote, I learned the following from it; that all I had
done in the past had been evil. This was plainly
revealed to me. What I thought was holy, and by thus
thinking was lost, that I now know was false. It is
false, this giving of pagan feasts, of holding the old
‘Winnebago things holy, such as the Medicine Dance
and all the other customs.
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I have written about all these matters and I have
spoken out very clearly in all I have told you. I talked
to the older people when you first asked me to get this
information for you, but they refused to do it. I
thought I would write down and tell you all these
things so that those who came after me would not be
deceived.*? Then you asked me to obtain this informa-
tion for you and in this I was aided by my brother and
by O. L.
Before I joined the peyote I went about in a most
pitiable condition, and now I am living happily and my
wife has a fine baby.
This is the work predestined for me to do. This is
the end of it.
32 This is the reason I gave when trying to induce the Winnebago
to give me information.